song: The Weeknd - missed you
Guilt
NOAH'S POV
We were currently in the kitchen continuing our pizza preparation I couldn't help but think about what had just happened with mayleane. It honestly wasn't the first time I touched a girl. But mayleane was different she wasn't just any girl. She was so soft fuck. Her moans were like a melody to my ears I couldn't get rid of.
After she released in my hand, I had to give my hand a good wash before even coming back down to cook. I could see mayleane avoiding my gaze but I couldn't help but smirk at her reaction. It was her first time being touched .
And I can't help but think she enjoyed it."alright boys put the two first pizzas in the oven and after words go try and fix the tv so that we can watch a movie with it." trisha says. Chris and I oblige.
It was obvious that Trish was the glue hthat stuck this whole family together. The way she was respected by Chris proved it.
I take one pizza and da- Chris take another one. We place them in two different layers and close the oven.
I make my way to the dining room and to fix the TV.
I try and see which cables were missing or wealrent branched but I didn't find anything."let me see." Chris says. I move out and let him do the job. I check the cable that we're branched on the other side and find two black ones. The thing is that I didn't know where they came from.
"dad- I mean Chris uh there's two cable on this side." I tell him. I need to stop making dumbass mistakes like this.
"Noah please call me dad." my dad pleads.
"why would I? You never acted like one did you?" I say.
"I'm trying Noah. I really am. Please just try and understand please." my dad whispers.
"I would have liked too. I really would have. But you didn't even try apologise." I say sadly sitting down the chair close by.
"I'm sorry. I ran away from my problems like a coward and hurt you and Nicole in the process. I wouldn't have done it if I would have knew how it would have scarred you. I never would have. I'm trying to be better now." he says his yes boring in to mine. I could feel my eyes water up not because I was sad but because I could feel the sincerity in his voice. He really cared and that hurt me.
" I don't know. You cheated on mom like she was nothing to you! You made her feel so bad about herself Dad you made her feel like she was a unworthy woman but we both know that isn't true."i answer standing up. He stands up at his turn.
" I know mika but I changed I'm become a better man and I'm trying to be better with you now." he says putting a hand on my shoulder. I flinch at his touch but don't refuse it.
" I.. I "I stammer.
" come here "he says pulling me into a hug. I accept his hug knowing this will be the only moment I will put my pride aside. I hug him with All a have and its only now thwt I realise that I was crying my eye out.He helled my tight once more before letting go once we heard the kitchen door open. As mayleane and Trisha come out, I walk past them earning a confused look by mayleane.
I run upstairs and lock my self in the bathroom.
I rince my face with cold water clearing my thoughts. I let the cold watter wash away the warm tear stains that were falling a moment ago. I look at myself in the mirror for a moment.
Forgive or forget?
A question I didn't have the answer to right now. Let's just say I will tolerate my father. For everyone's sake. I would like having to live with that kind of burden my whole life even if I deserve it. So I won't do that to someone else.
I wash my hands, unlock the door and rush down stairs.
When I arrive in the dining room, they were already choosing the movie and the pizza were placed on the table infirnt of the sofa's. I go to them.
"what movie are we watching?" I say. Mayleane's head snaps my way.
"we are hesitating in between twilight and Creed". She says quietly. I nod.
"let's watch creed." I say and my dad nods before inserting the DVD. We all sit on the sofa and take peices of pizza during the movie.
For the first time since I'm here, I guinely felt good an at peace. Mayleane was by my sad and my dad on the other.
I really wished my mom was here to see what I had achieved.
Mayleane put my hand in hers and head on my shoulder. I could feel her drifting into her sleep and I couldn't help but feel mine coming too. I sink into the sofa letting mayleane's head on my lap. My eyes flutter close but I could still hear.
3rd person
" trisha, they are sleeping." Chris whispered to his lover. She nods and stands up along with him. She looks at them in awe.
" look at them." she says . Chris smiles at. The thought of his son falling in love.
"they will fall for each other evantually."Chris says leaving.
" they already have."She responds.
"hey did you hear the moans earlier on? The neighbours really need to quite down." Chris tells her.
"it wasn't the neighbors Chris. Try and ask your son." Trisha says between laughs.
But Chris's didn't laugh. Because he was shocked at how fast his son had grown.
The son he didn't see grow up. Even if Noah forgave him one day, the guilt he felt would never leave. And he knew that.
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Hii guyss! This is a short chapter but a important one. I can't seem to be able to upload the sinking in image at the start of chapter which is annoying. Anyways Noah and his dad relationship is improving didn't your think!
Hope you enjoyed readingXOtchiya ❤️
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