Beautiful Imperfections

FORTY ONE

Ruth B - Superficial love!

I opened my eyes slowly. My life was turning into a movie and it was alarming. I couldn't deal anymore. I carefully took in my environment for a while and figured out that I was in my room in my family's house.

"Woahh." I sat up in confusion. What must have happened? Last I could remember was that I was in Trevor's arms. I couldn't recall anything else. I saw a bandage on my arm then I realized that I missed a bullet from a real gun. I rested my head on my pillow. I was glad that I was at home finally. Home sweet home lol.

My room's door opened and I turned to see who it was. It was him. I hated him at that moment but i never expected him by my bedside when i woke up. It would have been my mum or even Janie. It just had to be him.

Our eyes when fixed on each other for a while. I didn't know how to react at that moment.

He had a smile on that his beautiful face exposing his dimples. " out of hibernation at last.... I missed you."

That was the most romantic thing I had ever experienced. He kept on smiling at me but then it dawned on me.

"Why're you here?" I asked sharply.

"What?" Confusion written all over his face.

"I can't believe I was all a joke to you. Some sort of childish play."

He closed his eyes for a while and opened them again. "You just woke up. We shouldn't be discussing this."

"No shit. We'll discuss this right now. Gosh I hate you right now." My eyes welled up in tears.

"Please Pearl. We can talk about this anytime."

I laughed. "Why did you that to me? Why did you just want to ruin my life like that?"

He walked further into the room clenching his fist. "Look...."
"Why?!" I raised my voice as I remembered every word Brad said to me.

"I didn't know you then."
"Oh that's total bullshit! I can't believe everything was just a joke but I have to get into reality. You're such a piece of shit! I can't believe I did this to myself! Do you know that before I met you, my life was very sad. I got no attention from any guy. When I thought my life had turned around for the best I didn't know that I just did the worst thing to myself. God!"

"Pearl. You just woke up. We shouldn't be doing this."

"I need an explanation." I sat up again giving him a hard stare. He looked at me for a while running his fingers through his hair sexy blonde hair. Damn. In this situation I was still admiring him.

"You asked for it. You were an easy target and my goons were all into you. I had to bring their heads back together so we decided to play. That's all."

My head was spinning. He just said the truth that I've been waiting for. I couldn't believe what I just heard. "You're a fucking asshole!" I shouted in pain.

"I didn't know you then so I brought up the fucking idea. Now I fully rue my actions."

I looked into his eyes as the tears dropped down from my eyes. He walked up to me. "Pearl.... I'm sorry. I was stupid then."

"I put all of the blame on myself for being foolish and blind."

"No it's my fault. I never wanted you to know. Brad would pay for this shit. Even that asshole David!" He sat down on the bed and placed his hand on my arm. He still had the effrontery to touch me.
"Don't. Dont touch me." I said and he placed his hands on his head.

"We love each other. Don't we? It was a mistake and I would take care of it. I'm dead ass serious."

"You can't fix anything."

"You must be kidding me. Everyone makes mistakes."

This was enough I couldn't take it anymore.

"Trevor..... I need you to get the hell out of my house and my life. I don't want to set my eyes on you ever again. So, if you see me, just walk pass me like we don't know ourselves. Since you came into my life I've known nothing but sorrow. I need to correct this so get out....now."

He looked at me for a while and cursed under his breath. He stood up from the bed pacing round my room hitting his hand on the other. He paused and looked again into my eyes. "So this is it?"

"Yes! Just leave!" I screamed in tears crying hard.
His mouth opened to say something but he held back and walked out of the room. My parents rushed into the room taking in the whole incident.
"Trevor!" My mum called at him and followed him downstairs.

"What happened? You're in tears." My dad said trying to wipe off my tears. Janie entered too with an apron. I could tell that she was in the kitchen.

"Pearl." She said hugging me. I cried in their arms. Maybe I was actually better off without him. Since I knew him, I've been in one hell and another. I hated and loved him at thesame time. How was that even possible? Maybe, he never loved me. He was enjoying the victory so he was still hanging around. Fuck love. He never loved me and it hurts so much. It fucking hurts. I felt like removing all the organss in my body cause I had never been broken to this extent. I cried like a baby and my mum rushed into the room joining the hug.

"Don't worry love. He's gone. He's gone." She kept on saying to me.

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