kinakabahan pero sabi nga nila there is no harm in trying kaya susubok ako just in case maging ok ang lahat,I knock bago ko dahan dahan pinihit ang door knob nang office ng dad dito sa bahay namin. There he is seating while nag-babasa ng mga documents "hija" bati nya after nya sumulyap sa akin.
lumapit ako sa kanya then I kiss his cheeks bago ako umupo sa harap ng table nya "dad I got accepted sa isang university and i want to take—" I swallowed parang ayaw lumabas ng anu mang sasabihin ko but I take a deep breath "culinary"
he sigh bago hinubad ang salamin nya "hija we talked about this right? is either business related or accountant ang kukunin mo"
"but—"
"hija please nag-iisa ka lang na anak ko para sumuway pa sa akin,I build everything for you and soon you'll have everyth—"
"Dad I am not into business and—"
"you are going to do what we agreed then I let you decide after" matigas na sabi nya and his eyes went back sa mga documents.
lumabas ako ng office nya, hindi ko alam pero I found myself going sa park malapit sa bahay 3 more months tapos na ako high school and hindi ko alam how I will deal with the idea to become what I never dream of, suddenly my tears fell down hindi naman ako iyakin pero bakit ang bigat.
nagulat ako nung meron nag-abot ng pangyo sa akin and when I look at the person,namutla ako when I realize who is he.
"bakit mag-isa ka? wala si Jenine?" tanong ni Arin lalo sya gwapo ngayon at ang tangkad na nya lalo umupo sya sa bench na kinauupuan ko "do you mind? bakit ka umiiyak?"
"ang hirap sumunod sa di mo naman talaga gusto" right that moment parang ang dali mag-open
"sinabi mo pa! ayoko mag-aral sa ibang bansa but my parents specially dad is very eager about it" sabi while he stretch his legs at sumandal sa bench "why can't we just do what we want? YOLO ika nga ng ibang same age natin"
ginaya ko ang posisyon nya "aalis ka?" hindi ko alam but I felt sad knowing na hindi ko na sya makikita and the thought that we don't stand a chance,yes like him before and I still like him now.
"uhm yes" simpleng tugon nya,marami pa kami napagkwentuhan ewan ko pero yung bigat ng dibdib ko nabawasan "Manila itago mo ang panyo ko ha,dahil kukunin ko yan sayo" nakangiting sabi nya
"huh?"
"well at least my reason ako para i-reach-out ka you are my very first crush and soon I want to know you much better" sabi nya while reaching my hand
"Nico ako na yan" tukoy ko sa pinggan na huhugasan biro ko lang naman kasi yung sya yung maghuhugas ng pinggan, kakatapos lang namin kumain, for a girl na maganda ang katawan she ate a lot as in nagulat ako dahil di ko alam na kakain talaga sya akala ko nagbibiro o nang-iinis lang sya.
"nope,ako na bahala" she wink at me and I find it very cute "alam mo maligo ka na para masarap ka...I mean mabango ka na at di na maalat"
can't help but blushed remembering what happen awhile ago "nakakainis ka"
at yung tawa na alam na alam kong pinipigilan nya ayun lumabas na "kasi naman you don't say something like that when you're in the middle of making out" sabi nya while naka-focus sa dishes for a very rich girl like her nakakatuwa na she knows how to wash dishes.
"malay ko ba" nakangusong tugon ko "hindi ko—-" hindi ko na natuloy sasabihin ko because she smack my lips with a light kiss
"love...go take a shower aalis tayo" she told me "wag ka na magtanong please" dugtong nya bago ako nakapagsalita "be quick or else maiinep ako I might join you" then a naughty smile on her face.
I make face na parang bata bago ako pumasok sa room but I peak one more time naka-talikod sya what are you doing to me Nico? I sigh but I can't deny the fact that I enjoyed having a meal with her and kissing her? nakangiting pumasok ako sa banyo para maligo. Hindi maiwasang haplusin ko ang labi ko na ilan beses nya din inaangkin landi much.
ilang minuto din ako sa loob,I kinda lock the door dahil kinakabahan ako na baka nga pag matagalan ako eh pasukin nya ako kaakit-akit lang ang peg mo teh? walang masama sa sigurado.
I wear a wrap around dress floral na dominant ang pink nung lumabas ako sa room nakaupo na sa sofa si Nico and I notice some paper bags in front of her "what's that?" tanong ko kahit familiar ako sa logo at kulay silver na paper bag
"damit" simple tugon nya "wear jeans love,though I love your legs pero hindi bagay sa pupuntahan natin ang suot mo isa pa ayoko ng may titingin sayo na iba,I am a jealous type"
"saan ba tayo pupunta?"
lumapit sya sa akin few inches and I see lust all over her face,suddenly ang bigat ng paghinga ko but I know I am waiting for her next move,she tucked some of hair strands sa likod ng tenga ko and can't help but close my eyes "you know what as much as I want you right now love...I really want us also to go on a trip together" bulong nya my spine shiver lalo na ramdam ko ang hininga nya sa tenga ko "please change your ootd"
laglag ang balikat na bumalik ako sa room ko I just wear a cotton t-shirt na my design na unicorn and skinny jeans pag kalabas ko nagka-gulatan pa kami dahil naabutan ko sya on her undies agad ako tumalikod "bakit hubad ka?"
"naka-undies ako hindi ako hubad" she said "harap na nakabihis na ako"
"bakit naman kasi dito ka nagbibihis Nico?"
"why? do you want me wearing that uniform to our first travel together?" sarcastic na tanong nya
I sigh in defeat mahirap manalo sa batang ito,she is wearing a cute army-green top and black skinny jeans,showing off her curves
"like it love? or better with undies only?" naka-ngising tanong nya
I tried to look not affected "saan ba tayo pupunta Nico alam ba ng pare—-" she quickly cut me again with light kiss sa lips.
"tara na nakakarami ka ng kiss sa akin" taas kilay na sabi nya
I rolled my eyes "ako ba o ikaw?"
pero imbes na sumagot hinatak na nya ako palabas we went inside the elevator sa pinakaloob kami nag-pwesto next floor huminto at may mga sumakay isang group ng mga matatanda "stay still don't even flinch" bulong nya sa akin I feel something sa likod ko she is caressing my back nahalos masamid ako but like she said I stay still next floor may mga sumakay pa since weekend maybe aalis din sila.
lalo kami nag-kadikit ni Nico ramdam ko yung hagod ng kuko nya sa bewang ko at lalong bumigat ang hininga ko can't help but bite my lips sa sensation na nararamdaman ko....I fight so hard not let myself moan...
she cupped my bossom "you turn me on love" bulong nya and I know she lightly licked my ears kusang pumikit ang mata ko para lalong namnamin yung ginagawa nya wala na akong nakikita o nararamdaman kundi sya.
ting!!! para akong natauhan sa tunog ng elevator naglalabasan pa ang mga tao she peck a kiss on my lips "good girl" she playfully said bago ako hinatak palabas.
nanlalambot ako kaya sumunod na lang ako mamaya pa sumulpot sa kung saan yung security nya na si Bruce,nag-uusap pa sila pero wala naman ako naiintindihan dahil paulit-ulit na bumabalik sa isip ko yung nangyayari.
"love ready?" tanong nya while remotely unlocking the GMC black car "oh is it the car? kay Mama Apple yan di kasi bagay sasakyan ko sa pupuntahan natin"
"saan ba talaga tayo?"
"sa paso de blas my aunt own the place we're going to camp" masayang sagot nya at hinatak na nya ako papasok ng sasakyan and just like that wala ako nagawa gaya ng wala ako nagagawa every time she kiss and touch me.
BINABASA MO ANG
My Wicked Clumsy Girl
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