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I wish someone could be
Sitting next to me
Filling this big hole
I tried to fix with alcohol

I wish someone would be
Laying beside me
Being just anywhere
After escaping this nightmare

Called life
I wish I knew how it feels to
Be alive
And not waking up
Without knowing why
Oh I wish I could stop
Feeling empty inside

I'm waiting for the colours
To appear among the grey
I'm waiting for someone
To step into my life one day

Who will make me feel
Way better than before
I don't know how
To feel anymore

Sometimes I'm lonely
And sometimes I'm asleep
Where I seem to forget my problems
And live in my dreams

Where there's someone being by my side
Causing butterflies
Who's dancing with me through the night
And till the sun will rise

I'm waiting for the colours
To appear among the grey
I'm waiting for someone
To step into my life one day

Who will make me feel
Way better than before
I don't know how
To feel anymore

How long will I have to wait
Till I stop feeling empty inside
How long will I have to wait
Till I know why this is called life

How long will I have to wait
Till the world stops being black and white
How long will I have to wait
Till I feel alright

Or anything at all

I'm waiting for the colours
To appear among the grey
I'm waiting for someone
To step into my life one day

Who will make me feel
Way better than before
I don't know how
To feel anymore

I don't know how to feel anymore.

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