Feels Better {Dabi x Deku}

Chapter 1

Izuku's P.O.V

"Deku? Deku!" Kacchan slammed his fists into the table, waking me up. "The hell is wrong with you today?" 

"None of your damn business." I replied, shoving his hands off my desk. He was right though, something was wrong with me. Sighing, I tugged on my sleeves, pulling them forward to hide my self-inflicted scars. Each one served as a reminder that the world really was cruel. 

Todorokiya, my only friend, silently walked up to me. "Uraraka's having a party today." His voice showed no emotion. Like me, he had experienced a lot of pain in his life, only by now he was almost numb to it...I wasn't.

"Yeah?" I shifted in my seat to face him. "Wanna go?"

A small smile spread across his face as icy blue eyes met mine. "Sounds nice to me."

Time Skip to right before the party >w<

I pulled on a dark hoodie and blue jeans. The way I looked didn't really matter anymore. It's not like anyone's gonna notice me anyways.

I remember that I used to love social events when I was younger. Things like parties had seemed so fascinating and fun. Yeah, try telling a happy 10-year-old nobody invited him to any.

Looking up, I realized I had reached the place. I walked inside and realized immediately that Todo wasn't there yet. Grabbing my phone from my pocket, I read the messages he had left.

Todo: Super sorry Midoriya. Wasn't feeling too good. I have to cancel...

Midoriya: Yep, its okay. Hope you feel better!

My heart sank in disappointment. I considered my options. Walking out right now seemed like a good idea but I knew it would probably be rude if I left already.  I sat next to the table with snacks, chin in my hand. Suddenly, my leg nudged something under the table. Reaching under, I pulled out...alcohol? I stared at it for a good 10 seconds before popping the top off and taking a sip. Damn. I wasn't stupid. I knew the consequences of my actions, but at the moment they seemed like the last thing on my mind. 

I needed this.

I needed something to take the pain away.

I needed to feel better.

//oUuUuuUu haha I'm having so much fun writing this! Leave a like if you want me to make the next part exTRa saUCy