Feels Better {Dabi x Deku}

Why did you leave me?

I sat up immediately, my hands crushing the leaves beneath me. All it took was one look at Izuku that sent me bolting through the silent forest. "Fuck." "FUCK." I screamed, slamming my fist against the nearest tree. I strangely relished in the pain, as it was almost a wake-up call.

I'd been playing Prince Charming for too damn long.

Running my hands through my hair I panted, feeling the blood slowly drip off my knuckles and onto the ground below.

Ah...for months I acted as a hero, saving my princess, getting away safe, leaving the real villains to their death...

but even demons understand my fate.

I was the bad guy, always have, always will be. My face grimaced, as the thought of Izuku crossed my mind.

A guy like him...will forget me in an instant anyway.

I had to think these clear now, throw away all the memories of being...well, happy. Was there any reason to go back for Izuku? For the League?

They'd drag me down.

Pft. I laughed to myself slightly, ignoring the way it echoed into the night. Father always said I'd end up alone.

"Looks like you were right old man." I pointed to the stars, wondering, just for a moment, if he was somehow watching over me.

Narrator's POV

Todoroki sat quietly, in the clean white chair of the school nurse's office. He bowed his head respectfully, as a petite old woman walked in. "Mr. Aizawa said your...quirk has been off...?" She inquired, her nasally voice taking up the entire room.

Todoroki's POV

Head down, I replied, "I can't focus."

She merely stared at me, as if I was an absolute idiot.

"...Care to elaborate on that?"

I felt my body begin to tremble in the chair. My knuckles turned white as I grasped the sides of my thighs tightly. Of course I knew why I couldn't focus. Of course my quirk was off. Of course, my ONLY friend, the love of my life just HAD TO LEAVE ME.

IZUKU WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?

I looked up, startled to see a troubled expression on the nurse's face. Hiding behind my bangs, I whispered, "...Did I happen to say any of that out loud?"

This time, I only got a frantic nod in response as she scurried out of the room, holding dearly onto her clip board.

But by now, I could only think of one thing.

Izuku...why did you leave me...?

A.N// POOR TODOROKI :,( I was feeling kinda sad when I wrote this so I guess I put that into the writing..? Idk but anyways I hope you guys like this chapter! Sadly, this story WILL be coming to an end soon, but I FOR SURE will be releasing more boy love stories for all you fujoshis out there :D. I'll continue the story (possible the 2nd to last or last chapter) at 830 stars!