Feels Better {Dabi x Deku}

An Explanation (From your loving author)

Hi everyone! Wow... it's been some time since I've last written, but that's because I've been dealing with stuff, which I'm going to explain to everyone. I'll start off by apologizing to those who thought this was a new chapter because I've been wanting to make one just as much as you guys have asked for one. But, quite frankly, I've been going through it. Today, I broke up with my boyfriend of 1+ years. Now, I know for some of you guys that might not be a big deal, but he was my first everything you know? And yes, I was the one who broke up with him because of the way he treated me near the ending of our relationship. Our relationship started off as my own real-life Wattpad story...until it wasn't. We were best friends, lovers, everything. And then, now I'm not exactly sure when the change happened, but he started lashing out at me more. By lashing out, I mean it got to the point where he couldn't control himself from calling me (WARNING: OFFENSIVE LANGAUGE) a "cunt", a "prick" and constantly berating me for his own problems. I was so in love with him I didn't realize what kind of emotional abuse was going on. My friends begged me to break up with him in November, and I did!... only to crawl back to him because I was that blind. I had enough yesterday when even after talking to him about calling me names, he did it again. He called me a prick and a lot more nasty shit I'm not going to get into. 

So, we ended things.

Was it messy? Yes, definitely. Am I completely happy with my decision to break up with him? No, not exactly. But what I do know is that it was the right decision for me and for anyone else going through something similar PLEASE be able to notice the signs of manipulation before it's too late. For example, on my birthday, and until yesterday he would manipulate my sympathy by always telling me how I "caused him" to call the suicide hotline. Am I saying I have done nothing wrong to him? No, because I know I have probably hurt him in ways I didn't realize. But one thing he can NEVER say is that I disrespected him or purposely hurt him. 

So what I'm trying to say here is, one, thank you once again my readers for listening to my (basically) rant. And two, thank you for continuing to support the story even though I was gone.

I think this is the most personal thing I've written on my platform, but it felt good to get it all out.

I'm always here to talk,

-- your author. 

A.N NEW Note 12/14/20: THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED <3333 I love all of you so much and your support means everything to me. It warms my heart to know that people who I have never met before were willing to take time out of their day to write sweet comments like the ones on this chapter. Thank you again, everyone. <33