Loving Lylah

Chapter 23

A/N
Here's a bit of suga and Blair

Blair

Suga took me by the arm and dragged me out of the cafeteria and into the empty hallway.

Everyone else had gone to class and we were alone together.

I was trying to get my erratic heartbeat under control by taking in slow, deep breaths.

Suga, finally let go of my arm and turned to look at me with a blank face. I couldn't read him at all. I didn't know what he was feeling and it unnerved me. I'd gotten good at reading his little movements in the past few months. But today, I got nothing.

"You... Wanted to talk..?" I asked him in a small voice, trying to avoid eye contact.

"I wanna talk about yesterday and well, the night of the party." He finally broke the stoic expression and pinched his eyebrows together in a distressed look. I fought the urge to reach out and smoothen the crinkles and kept my hands to myself.

I tried to think of what to say but gave up and decided to say whatever cane to mind. Anything to ease the awkwardness.

"Look, if it's about the party, then just forget it. We were both drunk out of our minds and didn't know what was going." I rambled while keeping my eyes on my shoes. "I mean, I was so drunk I didn't even recognize myself and I'm sure you thought I was someone else or something. So it's cool man. You don't need to explain anything or apologize. I get it, it was a mistake that should be forgotten." I finished and looked up to see his expression had changed to one of bemusement and he looked as if he was debating with himself.

Suga didn't say anything. He kept quiet and the longer he was silent, the more my heart ached.

I was waiting for him to interject and contradict me but I guess that night really was just another one night stand to him. I was a fool to think it might've mean something. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up.

It took all my will power to say "See you later." And turn around to walk away.

I know I shouldn't have, but I took slow steps, just in case, maybe, he would stop me. But he didn't.

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I skipped the rest of school to binge watch Netflix in my dorm until Lylah came back. She'd told me that she would be late as Jimin was taking her out on their first date but I guess those plans were going to be ruined as the weather was not looking good.

I was laying on the couch, wearing my EXO t-shirt and ripped jeans with my hair thrown, in a loose, messy bun. The wind picked up, outside and I could see thunder clouds rolling in from my window.

It wasn't long before it started to pour. I called up Lylah to check where she was and she told me she was with Jimin so I had nothing to worry about. It's funny how we knew the guys only for a brief period if time yet we trusted them and loved them like we knew each other our whole lives.

I continued watching 13 Reasons Why, solely for the sake of Justin Foley's hot asf face, until I heard a knock on the front door.

I got up, wondering who would show up in this weather. The thunder boomed outside my window as I reached out to open the door.

It was Suga.

My face crinkled in puzzlement, wondering why he'd be here.

"Suga?" I tilted my head in confusion.

"I wasn't that drunk." He stated, his hair dripping wet and his soaked white shirt, clung to his abs.

"What?" What was he talking about?