Jens pov
I miss Leah so much. But she said she'll try to visit tonight at my shoot. Let's hope she still does. It's kinda stressful having two jobs. But I don't hate my receptionist job. I get paid well. And I get paid well for the shoot so that helps me a lot. Double the amount I get. But I get paid more for modeling. But I've been rethinking a lot about what I should do. If I have the chance to stay modeling and quit my receptionist job or keep both which I'm doing now but I barely get sleep when I need my Friday nights and weekends. I don't wanna quit modeling though. I already love it.
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Now I'm on my way to the shoot.
Once I arrived I got my purse, phone, and keys as I left the car then went up to the floor I had to go to. It's a gorgeous view here and a huge empty space. Perfect for photos.
I did my thing and posed in many different ways and feeling myself. This made time go by fast. After my first break I changed into more outfits. Some had me exposing a lot of my body but not the private parts. Just more than I expected but it's fine. Hours go by and Leah isn't here. I'm kinda worried now but maybe she'll surprise me at the end when I'm getting off.
"Okay Jennifer you need to hold your posture please" they tell me so I listen. That's my fault I wasn't paying attention. They let me pose however but if I run out of ideas they tell me what to do. They think I was born to be a model because of the way I pose for them. I thought models were only for super petite girls which I'm not one of them. I'm an average shape of woman but I know my ass is not average. That's a fact.
After the shoot, I was getting ready to go home. I barely just now looked at my phone seeing a text from Leah over an hour ago.
Leah: I couldn't make it tonight I'm sorry. But I'll see you tomorrow right?
I replied
Me: it's ok. yeah
That was a cold reply. I was all excited to see her so I didn't feel like being all lovey to her. I wonder where she went or why she couldn't make it. I mean I don't have to be her priority but if were gonna be kissing each other like we're in love, she better make me her priority. I want that. I'm a needy girl.
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The next day I was having a really hard time to get up since I didn't sleep till 1 am. Plus I'm tired from work and the shoot yesterday. Leah slept earlier. We were texting last night but she slept around 11. But I'm excited for Disneyland with her.
Leah: on my way
She texted me. Fuck. I'm barely brushing my teeth.
After that I dressed up in ripped boyfriend jeans, black and white checkered slip on vans, and a black off the shoulder long sleeve top that hugs my body. Then I also brought a light sweater to put on since it's a bit cold this morning.
My makeup was light. I also put lipgloss too. I looked cute as hell.
Leah: I'm here
Jen: omg Wait. Come up to my place. I'm still getting ready
Leah: lol okayyy
Once she gets up I let her in and I go straight to my room. Now I'm rushing. I'm still trying to figure out how to do my hair. She comes in my room and sits at the edge of my bed behind me and watches me get ready.
"I don't know how I wanna do my hair!" I said and ran my fingers through it.
"Just do a ponytail or a low messy bun. You look cute either way." She says. I listened and tried the low messy bun. I actually like it. As I checked myself out I see her smile through the mirror.
"You look fine" she says. "Ugh Okay..I need Starbucks. I slept at 1" I said. "Oh my..Okay we can get it on the way" she says. "Thanks" I said and finished up on myself. She literally just watched me the whole time.
