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Jens pov

Last day in London. I didn't realize this trip would have me loosing sleep but I'm glad I get to sleep on the plane ride. We've had so many shoots, events that included meetings, speakers, opportunities and all that.

Later than night, me and Brooklyn started getting ready for the annual party that they have. I went off on my makeup making myself look so extra but gorgeous. I put on a black sparkly sleeveless dress with the strap part going around my neck and shoes a bit of my cleavage and a lot of my back but I kept my hair down. After Brooklyn was all ready, we took a few mirror selfies. I'm here posting more than usual on my stories. Why? I want Leah to see. I don't know why I'm being like this. This isn't me.

'Omg...heart eyes for u' she replies to my story. I smile a bit and roll my eyes because I knew this specific picture would catch her attention. I'm still mad at her though.

Once we arrived to the party, Brooklyn and I sat at the table along with the other modeling girls I've met throughout the week. We all work with the same agency but do solos which is why we haven't seen each other. I've gotten close with this one girl named Isabelle. I've also learned that she's just starting out just like me. Although she looks like she's been modeling for a while already because she's gorgeous and has the body. We followed each other on Instagram and I may have done some lurking on her instagram earlier this week. Gorgeous. More gorgeous than Leah? Can't answer that. Leahs perfect to me even though I hate her right now. Plus her personality makes her more attractive. I just know Isabelle's looks but she sure is gorgeous. I don't even know if she's gay but I'd definitely act on it if she was.

"Did Tiffany tell you yet?" Isabelle asks me. "About what?" I ask. "About the group photoshoot sometime this month! It's about women empowerment, girl power type of shoot and it's gonna be really creative" she says. "Oh no not yet. She did call me earlier saying she wanted to tell me something at the party so maybe she'll tell me soon"

"Oh shit. Sorry for spoiling!" She laughs. "It's fine! That's so exciting!" I said. "Right?! Hopefully it's soon" she says. "I hope so too!"

"We should keep in touch so we can update each other on it. Although Tiff will tell us everything, it's good to have contact with someone else who will be doing the same thing you will" She says. "Oh sure! Here's mine" I said and we exchanged numbers.

"Okay cool!" I said. We just continued talking throughout the night along with Brooklyn of course. I don't like leaving friends off to the side like that. I want them to join in the conversation.

"Are u drinking tonight?" Leahs texts me.

"Wouldn't u like to know" I replied and locked my phone and placed it on the table and continued talking to Brooklyn.

"So we're not waiting to have the wedding till next year. We actually want to have it a few months from now. I'm already planning everything"

"Really? Like how many months?" I ask. "Maybe in two months" she says and forces a smile. "Oh-wow! Wow!" I said. "Yeah" She giggles. "I mean I see why. You two have been together for almost 5 years"

"I know! If you knew how good the sex was that night he proposed to me because I was so emotional.." she says and I scrunch my nose and cheesed. "Nasty" I said but my mood went down. I haven't had sex in two weeks. Sheesh.

"I want you and Leah to make up so you two can be each other's dates for my wedding. Plus you guys will be my bridesmaids. Meaning we're all going to be together a lot for rehearsing and partying and shit. I'm planning on taking all my bridesmaids somewhere special and I don't want you two to be awkward on the trip" she says and holds my hand. I sigh and close my eyes. Then I slowly opened them again and looked at her. "But she cheated on me Brooke.."

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