Jens pov
Sex is a stress reliever but that stress keeps coming back and maybe it's bothering me enough to the point that we should really fix things. It's been almost two weeks since me and Leah had sex and it's been a week since I last contacted her. We had a good conversation. I think we almost fought again? But I don't know. Leah is good with being patient with me so I think she just kept her chill while I was giving an attitude. I gotta give her props for that. She's too good for me.
Today I'm out with Tori. I've been telling her everything about what's going on. She's in between mine and Leahs friendship which must be hard for her. I don't want her to pick sides though. We both were friends with Tori before we met. I'm not that petty.
"We always have sex and fight. It's getting really bad." I said.
"Babe..you're destroying her. Don't keep coming to her for some pussy then have her hanging like that"
"I give it to her too!"
"That's not what I mean! She expects more after sex! Jen she's really hurting and I think you guys should stop fucking around and fix it. As your friend I'm telling you this. Nobody else will say it but you need to either stop fucking around and or forgive her. It's been so long. I get that she hurt you but she didn't mean to. Blame me and the other girls but don't put it all on her! She was drunk. Us girls should've watched each other but things got wild."
"How do you know she's hurting?"
"I mean she's been very dull whenever she texts or calls me. Or whenever I see her she's not as glowy as she was when you two were happy together. And what do you mean?! Can't you see she's sad?"
"Well-"
"I hope you're not just thinking about yourself. A relationship means taking care of others. I know you did that when you were together but now you two are fighting and thinking separate ways. She's tried everything to make things right. Its pretty sad seeing you guys this apart. I miss the whole gang together. We already lost a member and I don't want to loose my two closest friends at the same time.."
"She's so stubborn sometimes though" I said.
"She's stubborn??" She questions with knowing that I know I'm always the stubborn one. No matter what. "Okay maybe I am too"
"Jennifer.."
"Tori if you went through what I-"
"I know what you went through Jen! But she didn't mean for it to happen! You really shouldn't be mad at her. You should be putting your anger on Jacob! Even though they're out of our lives it doesn't mean you should put it all on Leah. I mean she's furious about him and Camila too! She's mad that it happened and that Camila never stopped it. She just sat there and watched. Imagine you were in Leahs shoes. For once..FOR ONCE..and ask yourself why isn't leah forgiving you? You didn't mean to fuck Jacob right? You didn't know she'd see you getting fucked right? And you wanted to apologize the second you found out that she knew right? And now Leah won't forgive you. It's been a month and almost two. We're still here not forgiving anyone. All she does is come to you for sex then leaves until she needs sex from you again. But you love her. You love her more than you've ever loved someone because you thought she was finally the one and you wanted her forever....imagine that. Because that's how leah feels right now. And she hasn't moved on. You're so lucky she hasn't moved on from you because she easily moves on from people. She hates negativity in her life so she tries to cut it off completely and quickly as possible but there's something in you that she can't let go. She's trying so hard but its getting nowhere for her. And you're lucky she's even in love with you. It's hard to get in her pants. Believe me. Guys drool over her. One even proposed to her on the spot...she supports you a lot through your modeling career. She got you into where you are now and I can't believe you haven't forgiven her. I love you Jennifer and please don't get mad at me for telling you all this but it's also hurting me seeing all this happen. I just want everything back to normal. I don't like the drama" Tori says which was very eye opening.
