Leahs pov
When I said that I'm talking to someone, i meant some girl kept dming me. Replying to all my stories, sending heart eyed emojis and liking all my posts. I know she's gay because it's so obvious in her profile. I don't really talk to her though. I only said that to see how jen would react. So sadly I'm still alone. I cant move on from her. I feel like she can't move on from me either but I'm not sure.
I'm laying in bed playing around with my keys while watching a reality show. I wanted to go out to eat then maybe do a bit of shopping for things I don't even need. But I'm just sitting here, kind of sad and dull. I could be spending my days with her and literally do nothing but enjoy it with her. Or I could go out with her and run these unnecessary errands. But no..we aren't together anymore. So I keep rethinking how amazing our relationship was. How we first fell for each other. Our first kiss. Our secrets we kept from the group. Now it's just gone. Everyone knows everything going on, the group isn't the same and me and Jen are fighting in a way I've never fought.
I may be crazy for this but I'm going to ask her to come over. This is unhealthy for us both to move on but I'll worry about that in the future..
"And why should I come over?" She responds. As if I have been rude to her. She's the one being rude. She's lucky I still give effort. "I just wanna talk" replied.
"About?"
"Things.."
"Don't you have other things or people to worry about?" She asks.
"I have nothing to do"
"Why are you even texting me?"
"Jennifer just come over"
"K fine"
Finally. She's so stubborn. Why does she have to ask all these damn questions?
Later my front doorbell rings and I let her in. It's been weird because we've been mia from each other for a couple of weeks, then we see each other again, then stop talking again, now I have her at my house. It's a love hate thing.
"Why'd you drag me here?" She asks as I hand her a glass of wine and sit by her on the couch. "And where are you going?" She says noticing I still have my keys in my hand.
"Nowhere" I said and placed it on the table then took a sip of my drink. "And why are you trying to get me drunk? You're lucky I trust you with this drink. Who knows if you put something in here.."
"Stop asking questions! I was bored and started thinking about you which I shouldn't have done. I'm surprised I got you to come but I just wanted to talk."
"Mm.."
"What?" I ask as she kept looking at me, studying me.
"Nothing..it's just that..I assume you'd be with some girl you said you were talking to." She says. "Well she's busy right now so"
"When I was busy I always had time for you. She must not know her worth" she scoffs and takes a sip from her glass. A big sip.
"The lies. Last time I asked you to hang out you said you were busy then I find you out hanging out with your friend. We are distancing apart Jennifer"
"I told you we had plans. We both have been so busy and I finally came through to be able to hang out with her!"
"Instead of lying you could've at least told me. You see me trying to make things right yet you're lying!" I said. "I didn't exactly lie though leah. I was busy with her"
"It feels different because you made it seem like you had something more important to do than just hang out."
"Okay well sorry" she says with sarcasm. I roll my eyes and look away then took another sip. "So where were you going? You seem like you're about to go out. Did your date cancel?" She asks. "Shut up. I'm not even dressed up."
