Jens Pov
Out by the pool we have in the back of our villa with this gorgeous view of the ocean. I had two empty glasses in hand, putting it down on the table while Leah walks out with the alcohol. Then I walked back in and went through my purse to get out this box that hand something very special inside that I wanted to give to Leah. I felt like it should be on a special night that it's just us two.
"It's fine putting music at this time right?" I ask her as I turned on my speaker. "As long as it's not on blast we're fine." She says and stands up close behind me while I was still bent over trying to pick the right song. She places both hands on my waist and I feel her pull me back against her then playfully slaps my ass then walks away.
"You play around too much" I giggles and stood up straight. I look at her and see her pouring the alcohol in both of our glasses.
I start swaying my hips, dancing along to the music in just my bikini.
Leah starts to record me as I danced and spun slowly while looking at her, smiling and mouthing the words. Then my phone goes off because of a notification so I went to go look at it and Leah stop recording.
"Couple of the models and the guests they brought are planning to go to the club tomorrow night. Well it's not exactly a club. Just a place where adults go for the night but they call it something else.. Wanna come?" I read out loud. "Whose that?" Leah asks. "Isabelle"
"Yeah me and Leah will come!" I replied. Then Leah locks my phone and I look at her. "Don't keep texting her right now, I just want it to be us" she says. "Okay I just wanted to let her know." I said.
She reaches for the two glasses and hands one over to me. "Cheers to living our dreams..even though this trip is for your dream job..you're my dream..and I'm living it..so cheers" she says. I smile and took a sip while she did too. Then I put it down and got the box I had hiding behind a plant.
"This job isn't my only dream.." I said. "I know I'm sure you have other dreams..but we're living the moment right now and-"
She pauses, noticing what I'm holding. I notice her close her hand and slowly opening her mouth.
"Okay..don't get so nervous cause I know what's going through your head right now by looking at this" I giggle. "But I just..I want you to know..Leah..even after everything we've been through in our relationship with things being so rocky and abnormal..I've really pushed many buttons. I've been a horrible person. You've forgiven me, I've forgiven you. But that word doesn't represent much. We've been doing amazing with starting over but..I still feel like you have something against me..deep down inside you. You may not even realize it either but I know there's something. I still have that guilt feeling of what I did to you..especially since you- well- I almost lost you. We all almost lost you. And for what? My actions.."
"Jen I've forgiven you for that. Stop worrying about that because it wasn't even your fault"
"Let me finish..even if you say it's not my fault I'm still going to believe it was because I've never been so petty in my life. I've never wanted to be that person I was to you when we were fighting. I loved you but didn't want to show it and I knew you had a weak side for me so I played with your feelings just so I could have fun..I didn't realize the circumstances would be so bad. The sex was beyond amazing but everything else was downhill. But I've always wanted you and only you. You've seen sides of me that nobody has ever seen and I didn't want to let that go. Somehow I got lucky and we got to fix things..and now here we are. I don't ever wanna have a fight that bad ever again. Yes we may have fights but I don't want it to reach to the point that we did last time. So I'm sorry. I've said it before but I'm sorry. I love you baby..and I promise you that I'll always be here. And I want you to know and feel like I'll always be by your side. I'll be the one who backs you up if someone puts you down, I'll..tell the waiter that you're still eating when they attempt to take your plate while you're still in the bathroom.. I'll hold your hair when you throw up from sickness or hangovers, I'll come to your office and bring you food just to make your day brighter, I'll hold your hand whenever I can, I'll kiss you whenever I can and I'll hug you..hold you..so you know you're safe with me as if you're at home..and I know this all sounds too sappy for what I'm about to do..but..I've got this ring for you..it's not an engagement ring..although I wish it was but I want to buy the perfect one..I just don't have that type of money yet. But once I do I swear I'm going to propose to you and make you my fiancé.." I pause and presses her lips while smiling a lot. I've never poured my heart out this much.
