Leahs pov
She looks dead into my eyes with another tear going down her face.
"Leah I don't wanna fight" she says softly with her voice cracking. "I don't want to either but it's becoming so hard with you."
"Are we really breaking up like this?" She asks. "We were never official." I said. "Shut up with that bullshit already! We told each other so many times that we love each other. We were just never together because we never came out to people especially my parents! It's been so hard for me to deal with them too lately because everything is different now that they know I'm gay. And it's like I told them for no reason if me and you end up breaking up. I lose you and may even lose my family." She says and shakes her head and looks away.
"Jennifer.."
"See this is why I dont like the idea of falling in love with someone in the same friend group. We're gonna break up the whole group.. first Camila is gone and now we are.." she says and looks at me again. I took a deep breath.
"Maybe we should just pretend none of this happened. From the beginning when we first met that festival day." I said. She furrows her brows. "What?"
"We can start over. Just be friends"
"Friends?? But I love you Leah. I cant just be friends with you" She says. "But everything is so messed up right now! So much changed after I met you and I'm still trying to take it all in!!"
"But it's not like I was leaving you alone to take it all in by yourself!" She says. "But after that night I quote on quote cheated on you, I would've been alone because you weren't answering my shit" I said. "And here we are back at me not responding. How am I supposed to respond after what I witnessed?!"
"I was just saying!! Sheesh...Jennifer I cant do this anymore" I said. "Do what?" She asks. "This..I don't wanna argue with you anymore"
"So..what are you saying?" She asks more calmed down but worriedly. "I'm saying.. I'm done arguing with you. I love you but if we're gonna continue acting stubborn..maybe this is a sign that we aren't meant for each other." I said and she starts quickly shaking her head and this time she started tearing up.
"Lee..no" she says softly almost whispering.
"I'm sorry. I've said sorry too many times that I don't even know what to say anymore.."
She looks right at me with tears falling down and her eyes puffy, red and watery. I had a small pout on my face and my eyes started getting watery too just by looking at her tear up like that.
"Alright.." she whispers and picks up her phone and keys about to leave.
"Promise me one thing" she stops and says. I look at her and sighed. "Find yourself someone who makes you happy and isn't as stubborn as you think I am. And please. No matter what. Don't let Jacob or Camila jump back into your life" She shakily says.
"I cant be happy with anyone else" I said. "Then why are we breaking up?!" She cries out. "Because it's for the good! It's not like I want to but things will ruin more if we keep arguing"
"This is our first argument which happened to turn out really bad. But that doesn't mean we'll always argue like this!" She says. "I feel like I'm loosing you again." she continues.
"I'm right here. I don't care if you end up with someone else. Then I end up with someone else and have a whole completely different life. I'll always be here if you need someone. I've always wanted to be that type of person to you ever since I started falling for you. Even after that slap..I'm still here. Even after you ignored me for days..I'm still here...because..I love you." I said and stopped talking then wait for her response. But instead she takes a few steps closer and sighed.. then crashes her lips with mine.
