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Jens POV

You ever just eat your sadness away? That's what I'm doing now. I finished my box of canes and I'm halfway done with Leahs. This is bullshit. That was definitely her. I know how Leah looks in bed. I know her moans. I should be questioning my friends right now but I'm too sad to even do anything. It hit me so hard. It makes me think..has she done this before? Is she bi? Why is she fucking the man who I told her not to worry about?

I worked my ass off today expecting to come pick up Leah and take her home with me. Maybe to have sex but most importantly to just take care of her. She was so drunk on FaceTime which should've alarmed me more. I don't know who let her or why she decided to fuck Jacob. I cant believe he's literally in her guts right now. Well he was. I hate thinking about that. It makes me so mad and I don't know how I should be reacting. I wanna cry but I'm so angry but really confused. I know damn well Camila was up to something.

As hours go by and it finally reaches 3 am. I finally decided to call Tori.

"Hello?" She groans sounding like I woke her up. "Tori.."

"Yeah mama?"

"Where's Leah?"

"We're all sleeping over Brooks house, why?"

"Have you been keeping an eye on her? I know you were drunk but-but.." I stopped and lost it again. "W-What happened?" Tori asks. "Leah and Jacob.." I said. "What about them?"

"Who even invited Camila and Jacob?!" I asked louder. "Baby calm down- Wait I'm so confused!" She says. "Camila FaceTimed me and showed me that Jacob was having sex with Leah in a room" I cried out. "What??!"

"Is there nobody sober over there?!" I asked. "Roger and Austin were. But nobody noticed that something happened. I remember seeing Camila and Jacob going somewhere in the house. I didn't know Leah went too." She says. "Tori" I cry out. "How do you know it was her?" She asks.

"It was Leahs phone! And what do you mean how do I know it was her?! That's the girl I been fucking with for months! I obviously fucking know."

"Lemme go find her in this big ass house. Hold up." Tori says and I wait. But I just kept crying to myself. I'm laying in bed hugging my pillow with all my tears on it. I'm hurting so much. Even though she isn't my girlfriend, we were close to that stage. Very close. I'm surprised we never became girlfriends sooner but that's because we weren't out yet.

"Leah get the fuck up right now" I hear Tori say through the phone. "What?" I hear Leah groan. "Get the fuck up! Jennifer is gonna kill you"

"What? I- oh- shit. Wait. What the hell-What happened?" She says which gets me very angry because now I know she didn't even know about fucking him. She was drunk. But that's no excuse.

"Bitch I don't know! But get off of his chest. Put some clothes on. Jen knows you two fucked"

"What?!"

I sigh and hang up. This is all a mess. This is why I never liked drinking back then.
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Leahs pov

I'm having a panic attack. I really fucked up last night. And she already knows. I don't know how or what exactly happened last night but I'm still at Brooklyn's house. I cant believe I woke up on his chest.

Jacob and Camila are still in that room I was in. It's one of Brooks guest rooms. I'd never want anyone to fuck in my guest rooms but here I am..well I didn't want it to happen. I didn't even know it happened till Tori woke me up and I noticed that I was naked laying on Jacobs chest. I hate Jacob so much so I don't know how or why I even let myself do that while drunk. But Jen was right about how big he was. He's just not as good as her though. But that's not the point. I really really fucked up.

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