Jens pov
I never thought waking up next to her would feel so different. We're in a fight but here we also are in bed naked together.
I looked over to my left and she's peacefully sleeping facing this way. I think she's sooo beautiful when she's sleeping. I pushed a few strands of hair back away from her face so I could see her clearer. I also noticed a small pimple on her forehead. She never gets acne. Only when she's stressed. Ugh..I cant believe I slapped her that night. I mean I was extremely in anger and rage but looking back..I don't deserve her. She's too caring and sweet for my ass and I really slapped her after she woke up in the middle of the night, still tipsy, asking for forgiveness and she hasn't stopped ever since then. I'm here being a bitch and confusing her. I don't know what and where we are in this relationship but I don't think I could move on from her. But I also don't know what to do. If she moves on then I'll be jealous. If I move on, I know she'll be jealous. But when she told me yesterday that us arguing this early might be a sign, it worried me. I mean all couples fight. It's healthy. Well..not if you do it all the time but once in a while yes so the anger wouldn't be building up in ourselves. But we fought because of something she did that could cause our relationship to go downhill.
Now that I'm awake, I don't know if I should leave, shower, wait for her to wake up..I mean if that whole cheating night never happened..I would just stay in bed and cuddle until she wakes up. But right now it's awkward for that. I don't want to cuddle because if she wakes up to that, she'll think I got weak from last nights sex.
But too late to decide now. She slowly opened her eyes and realized I was just staring at her. She furrows her brows and looks away.
"Good morning" I said shyly. "You're still here?" She groans. I opened my mouth a bit. That kind of hurt what she just said there.
"I could leave.." I said and slid out of the bed. Still naked.
"I didn't say to leave. It was just a question Jennifer."
"Oh-well..I gotta go anyways. I have a..thing."
"Right. A thing." She says and sits up and I watch the sheets slid off her chest revealing her boobs. "If you need clothes you know where they are. Plus I still have some of your clothes. Don't act like you're new here" she said. "Oh. Thanks" I said and went in her closet and changed there.
I came back out and she's gone. I could hear the shower though so I'm assuming she's showering. I just sat at the edge of her bed and went on my phone. Minutes later she comes out in her towel.
"You act like this is the first time you've been here" she says and passes me going into her closet.
"I'm just sitting down.." I said. She comes back out with her clothes and throws them on the bed by me then starts putting on a thong under her towel while facing me. "Yeah sitting like you're shy or some shit. We just had sex last night Jennifer. Stop with the bullshit."
"Well I'm sorry I don't know how to act! Sheesh" I said and rolled my eyes. She leans over the bed next to me reaching for her clothes and she smells so good. Her wet hair touched my shoulder but I pretended like I didn't mind it.
She takes off her towel as I could see in the corner of her eye while she's standing in front of the mirror and put on a knit sweater and black leggings.
"Do you wanna get breakfast with me or what?" She asks me while still look at herself in the mirror. I look up and didn't answer so she turns and looks at me. "Well?" She asks. "I-sure" I said.
"You don't have a thing to go to?" She asks me. I press my lips and look away. "If you're gonna lie to me at least come up with something instead of just ' a thing' ." She says and starts brushing her wet hair. "Sorry"
