Learn To Live Again | Namkook

Chapter 4

Namjoon POV

Sighing to myself, I lay in bed the next morning as I stare up at the ceiling. It's already 10:45 in the morning and I've already heard Jungkook faintly moving about in the apartment. I've been up for a couple hours now as well, but I don't see any reason to get out of bed, nor do I have any motivation to accomplish such task with the exception of going to the bathroom.

"Namjoon hyung?" I suddenly hear Jungkook knocking at my closed door. I silently groan at this persistent little shit. He really is bound and determined to try and help me, isn't he?

"What the fuck do you want?" I question coldly, turning on my side to face away from the door as he opens it.

"I made breakfast. I know you probably don't want to get out of bed, but you should come eat before it gets cold and I don't want you missing a meal." He informs me in a kind tone. I roll my eyes at the boy.

He might be cute but he's annoying as hell.

"I don't care. Leave me alone." I respond, not bothering to look back at him, though I hear him sigh.

"Hyung, please get up. I don't want the food to get cold and you need to eat. Besides, we need to talk about some things." He says gently. I groan in annoyance, rolling back to my back before forcing myself into a sitting position.

"Fine. Go." I tell him, standing up off the bed and beginning to walk towards the attached bathroom.

"Also, hyung,... Please don't close the bathroom door ever, whether you're inside there or not." Jungkook requests softly. I frown in disgust as I turn back to look at him, his eyes already on me.

"Why the fuck would do that?" I question, my disgust clearly coming through my voice. He bites his lip, eyes gazing over towards the bathroom.

"I'm not some pervert, if that's what you're thinking, hyung. It's just a reassurance thing that you're doing okay." He answers before returning to biting his bottom lip, gazing at the bathroom for a couple seconds more before he turns on his heel and leaves my doorway altogether.

Frowning at his bizarre behavior and request, I shake my head as I close my room door and go over to the bathroom to clean up.

As I hop in the shower, my mind wanders all over the place. My thoughts end up being a jumbled mess, ranging from things such as being glad I'm out of that damned hospital, over to Yoongi hyung and wondering how he is, to this new annoying kid Jungkook who I have to admit, really is kinda cute and definitely super kind just as Jin hyung said he'd be. Though, still annoying and weird.

Jungkook POV

Sitting down at the table with our plates already made up with breakfast food, I try to get my mind off the memories of hyung in the bathroom. Instead, I end up pulling out some of my homework to work on while I wait for Namjoon.

Though, it doesn't take too long before he enters the room dressed. Looking up at him with a small smile, he ignores me as he sits down across from me.

He looks really good in that outfit...

I mentally shake the thought away as I put my homework away and begin eating with Namjoon. The entire time we're eating, it's completely silent as neither of us speak a word.

"Did you like?" I ask once we're both finished, standing up and taking the plates over to the sink.

"Sure." He shrugs in response. I purse my lips so as not to frown as I begin washing the dishes up quickly.

"You said you wanted to talk to me about somethings. Start talking." He says coldly with a bored look on his face once I've finished with the dishes.

"Right. So, I was thinking we could go out to one of the parks nearby this afternoon. I have some homework that I need to finish up before I can go do anything, but I thought going out to one of the parks later on would be nice. Plus it's something easy and calming to do in terms of going out of here, rather than being cooped up in here all day." I suggest with a smile.

"Whatever. I don't mind staying in anyways." He mutters with a simple shrug, not looking at me. I frown but decide not to bother with it right now.

"Also... I've got classes everyday during the week. Jin hyung said he wanted you to attend classes with me. If you don't need too long in the mornings to get ready, I can wake you up if you'd like. Then we can go and do something fun in the evening if you'd like, so that I can make it up to you for having to make you come with me to my classes." I inform him. He scowls in response though.

"I don't need to sit through high school lessons all over again. I graduated years ago and I have no interest in attending those damn classes all over again just for you or because Jin hyung wants me to." He says coldly, crossing his arms over his chest as he leans back in his chair. I frown though.

"Hyung, I'm not in high school anymore. I graduated a while ago. I'm in my second year of college for photography." I tell him, tilting my head in confusion. He snorts at my response.

"Right. Like I'd believe that." He mutters with an eye roll.

"Did Jin hyung not tell you anything about me?" I ask curiously, wondering why on earth he's being like this. He scoffs at my question.

"He claimed that you're a 'very kind, caring, and helpful person who's dealt with his own kind of loss that was apparently very hard on you'. That's all I was told about you, kid." He answers in annoyance. I roll my eyes, shaking my head.

"That hyung sometimes, I swear." I mutter under my breath.

"Alright. I guess I'll reintroduce myself and try to do a bit better. Hello! I'm Jeon Jungkook and I'm nineteen years old, in my second year of college for photography. I graduated high school almost a year and a half ago considering it's September now. And I have three friends, Jin hyung, Hoseok hyung, and Taehyung. It's great to meet you!"