The Chronicles of Rush: part 5

quick vent that's not really a vent, just me being weird

I have this really weird feeling that something's about to go wrong.

Do you ever feel like that? Like you just know you're nearing the brink of something awful?

I'm content with life right now. I'm not exactly happy, but I am content. I have a schedule that works for me, I'm finding things I enjoy again, nothing really actually horrible has happened in a while.

Sure, I still have my depression episodes sometimes, but they could be worse. The most recent one was mainly just because I was somewhere I Really Did Not Want To Be.

And all of this is just making me feel like it's all about to just crash and burn.

I don't know why.

It kinda scares me to think about the stuff that could be about to go wrong, so I haven't been. But sometimes I really can't help it, because I can think of a lot of things that might be about to become terrible.

Anyways.

I've been having freaky nightmares again recently so that could be part of it.

I really don't know, though.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid, and everything is fine

Maybe

I don't know.

Until the next burst of randomness,

~Rush and Nina