Rush

A Note (Epilogue)

I hope some of you find this interesting, as I had said, I am stuck on my other story and have been for a few months now, so today while working I was thinking about it, and came up with some ideas for a new story, and well, this is the start of it.. I hope you like it and enjoy 🤞🤘☺️

A note..

A note is all she left, why?

Aren't I more important to her than that? Why! Just... why?

I've asked myself these questions every day for the past month since my true love left. I feel like I'm not important, I started to feel like I never was. She said 'I love you' finally but she wrote it on paper and just left. I love you.. yeah right, you left.. you're a liar..

Tears flow from my eyes again as I think of my raven haired beauty, and how she is getting married to my ex manager... I think it's a cruel twist of fate for this whole situation. No scratch that, it IS a cruel twist of fate, why else would this happen to me? I found true love and now she is gone..

FORGET THIS! I said to myself. I am overwhelmed with emotions, and for the first time since Mei left, I felt numb.. I change into clothes I can run in, grab my headphones and leave my room. "I'm going for a run, I don't know when I'll be back, I have my phone, see you later mom love you." I walked to the front door and leave. I heard a faint, Be careful, as she closed the door. Good advice mom, shoulda had that bit of advice before I gave her my heart. I feel tears starting again so I raise my headphones to my ears and leave my apartment building.

Stepping out into the street, the sun cast a luminous glow like everything was on fire, I sigh before I pick a song. I scroll past a bunch of them before I find one that fits my mood, 'Tennessee whiskey' sad but good. I'm off running. I have no destination, no purpose, I just run. It's a habit I've taken to in the past weeks to calm myself down and become tired so I can sleep. Usually I don't dream, I push myself until I can't feel my body so I have no time to dream.

Today it didn't seem like it was gunna work, she's still on my mind, 'Mei' is all I can think. So I push myself harder, I run faster, farther, I run until I can't feel my lungs taking in any air. I stop for a minute to catch my breath, finally noticing the sun was gone and I was in a part of town I haven't been to in a long time. I look around and realize I'm in front of my old job that I got to get Mei our rings. 'Well fuck' I say to myself. 'I can't even escape her now either? Why.. I guess my subconscious brought me here. I think about her when I'm not thinking about her.. damn it.' 

 I walk for a while to get rid of the stitch I have in my chest, I pass by shops filled with people. I continue walking and pass an alley way when I hear a scream. 'What the..' I go check it out. I see four men surrounding someone who is on the ground. 'The hell?' I say to myself. "Hey you four! Just what do you think you're doing?" They turn around and expose the person they are surrounding.

No! I think to myself.

Everything went black. 

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-Okay so what do y ou think of the epilogue? I hope you found it interesting... I'm writing more as we speak so maybe a little later you'll see? 

Peace my darlings 😎😘