i hope you believe me

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I tried. I know it doesn't seem that way. I know it definitely does not look that way, and I completely understand if you don't believe it or me.vi understand all of it. I do. I did try though. I tried. I waited.i watched. I prayed you would walk in. I wanted to be with you not him. only you. I tried." I feel myself breaking. first the walls around my heart crumble and then the walls I use for protection and a hiding place behind my eyes drop.  the tears build, the utter pain of being broken and vulnerable spreads throughout my entire being. "I tried." I whisper again "I tried." then the lights go out while those words hang in the air, waiting to reach any ear.

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