"it hurts!" he rages as tears fall like snowflakes from his eyes. "it physically hurts! it hurts that you aren't there when I can't sleep at night. it hurts that you aren't there when I roll over and that I can't pull you closer to me. it hurts." he breathes "Because you" he comes close, places his hands on both of my cheeks and all I can do is look at him as he wipes the tears away from my eyes, "you are the person I want there for everything. you. not her, not anyone else just you. only you. it has always been you. there has never been a moment where it has been anyone but you." tears fall harder from his eyes as I place my hands on his cheeks. "always you." he whispers leaning his head into my hands, "it will always be you, even if you aren't mine anymore." he finishes and I can't breathe. "why me? why me? you could have anyone why me?" I cry pushing him away.
"Because I don't want anyone else." he says while pulling me back to him ,"I want you." he whispers, I'm about to say something else but he continues before I can utter a word. "I don't have a list of reasons why. I don't even know if I could compile one because I know there are no words that could adequately express it. so please." he wipes a tear from my cheek, "please don't ask me to. just let me keep choosing you and you keep choosing me. let me hold you in my arms now and always when you need to cry or are sad. please." he breathes again before placing his lips on mine.
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the inner workings of my mind and soul.
Randomthis is literally just a collage of everything I have written placed in one place with photos and music tied into it.
