"you watch things and i watch you. this is how my world has turned since i was twelve. i have watched you turn from a guy i liked to a guy i love. i have seen you when your world was crumbling and i have helped as a friend put it back together. things have worked smoothly for so long but we aren't kids any more and it's time for me to be honest. to be honest with myself and with you. i like you. I have liked you since i was twelve. i have wanted you to light up like i light up every time you enter the room. i have wanted you to look at me like i am your whole world for as long as I have known you. i have wanted this because you make me such a better version of myself simply by existing. i want you to be happy even if that happiness means im not a part of it. i want you. i want you to want me too. i hope that someday you will. you have had this look in your eye lately like maybe you do. please tell me you do. destroy the part of my brain that says you will never look at me in that way. look at me that way. light me up. make me happy to be alive because you already do this for me. please make this be both ways not one sided . it's okay if you don't it is just a thought." i walked away after i said this. i let him decide what to do. to come after me or to not come after me. it was his turn to make a move. so when I felt my hand enveloped in his I didn't know what to do.
"i want you too." he said.
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the inner workings of my mind and soul.
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