i feel as if i should be able to do the little things without them having so much weight to them. like listening to music or reading a book or watching a movie. i feel as if i should be able to do these things as mindlessly as most of society does. the thing is that's not me. try as i might i add meaning to everything. to the books i read, the music i listen to, the movies i watch, it all means something to me. it isnt mindless to me. it means something. someone smiling at me even if it is just a polite smile of acknowledgement means something to me. someone sitting alone but looking so unbelievably comfortable means something. it all means something. this life is not something that you should go through mindlessly. you need to add depth and meaning to everything. to the sun shining through the trees, the smell of snow or a café, the melody of birds in the morning, the beauty of rain drops when the sun hits them. wake up, realise that beauty is all around you and that everything little detail has meaning. life is to beautiful and short to live it mindlessly so don't.
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the inner workings of my mind and soul.
De Todothis is literally just a collage of everything I have written placed in one place with photos and music tied into it.
