she's so infectiously happy. you can't help but laugh and smile with her as she dances with no rhythm to every song in her playlist. she has this laugh that echoes through you and erased all sadness in one gush. that laugh, that smile. it makes me so grateful every time i see it, every time I hear it. i remember a time when her smile never appeared, when her laugh was heard very few times and very far in between. her laugh, her smile her happiness is like a fresh, warm, spring breeze in sunlight after a long, cold, dreary moonless winter. it spreads and sinks into you when you see her, her happiness. like snow melting in the sun. i will never be able to get over it because i, like her, have had my fair share of cold, long, dreary and moonless winters. so to feel the sunlight kiss my skin after that? there is nothing like it. it is as unique and one of a kind as her; with her laugh, her smile, and her complete and utter lack of rhythm. she makes me see the light, she makes me feel the warmth again, she is leading me into the version of myself i was meant to be. with that laugh and those smile lines showing more and more by the day. she tells me i can be like that and i believe her. i let her move me forward towards the light that is getting brighter by the moment. my skin tingling from the gentle touch of warmth. for the first time in eons i smile. happy to be alive and breathing knowing i will be okay if I only keep pressing towards the light; always to the light.
YOU ARE READING
the inner workings of my mind and soul.
Acakthis is literally just a collage of everything I have written placed in one place with photos and music tied into it.
