Our Butlers *Sebastian x OC*Claude x OC* ♡Lemon♡

Looking for Answers

That same time of night at Phantomhive Manor ...

I lay there awake next to Sebastian feeling his arms around me, he wasn't asleep either but we were both deep in thought. I turned on my side to face him and wrapped my arm and leg around him. He pulled me closer with a smile but continued looking at the cieling. I pressed my lips against his chest and just lightly kissed him while I thought about the conversation with Ciel and Sebastian about angels and purification and my abilities, the way Sebastian said there was more to it than I realized. I wondered what did he know or did he just sense something else was different about me. I looked at him and he was now watching me. I lifted my lips from his skin and smiled, "Hi my love. I can't sleep." "And why is that my kitten? Did I not wear you out earlier?" he asked with a devilish grin. A soft smile spread across my lips as I thought back to just a couple hours ago when our bodies were intertwined, "Oh my butler, I will never get enough of you." He smiled feeling reassured and I continued,  "I don't feel tired or sleepy normally. Now that I think about it my time here has been the best sleep I've gotten ever, "winking at him, "Even as a child my sleeping was irregular, my mother and father never seemed to worry too much about it and made me feel that it was a natural occurrance so I never thought much of it either until she died and my father would be gone for days at a time. I was left with my Nanny and she told me that good little girls and boys slept through the night." Sebastian pulled me on top of him and I lay there with my arms folded under my chin as he played with my disheveled red hair, I loved when he played with my hair, then he asked, "So what happened then?" "I did what I could and I pretended to sleep until she left for her own room. When she had left I dare not get up but I would lay there and daydream and think about my mother and father." "If you don't mind me asking how did your mother get ill?" Sebastian asked tentatively willing to accept that he may not get an answer. 'I was so young and I remember it was sudden. When we left America she was healthy albeit she did not go outside very often which is how it had always been since I was born.  My parents told me that she had very sensitive skin so I always thought that our move to London had played a part. She wore the most beautiful hats but there was no reprieve from the harsh ocean sun on most days.” Sebastian just nodded, listening, thinking, “Looking back do you think there is more to the story than you were told?” I shrugged, “I have to assume that there is because I can move things without touching them and according to you there is more I’m not aware of.” He shied away from the reference to himself, “I only meant that the fact that you have the ability that you do only leaves me to think there is more to the reason you have it and that there is more to your abilities than you realize.” I leaned up and kissed him as he spoke the last word, “I do as well but I have no answers, no guidance.” “I know my kitten, I am going to request that Ciel allow me to search out some answers for you.” he said pulling my hair a little bit. “Oh my butler,” I winked, “I do not want to cause any problems but I would be appreciative of your help.”

He flipped me onto my back and was now on top of me, I could feel his manhood against my leg, “My love, I will do anything for you including this” pulling my hair while he thrust into me. My body craved his fullness and length inside me, I grabbed his back and pulled him into me greedily. His eyes flashed crimson as he lifted my legs onto his shoulders and plunged into me aggressively in his own greedy way. My hands traveled down his back leaving nail indentations when he pushed me close to the edge and teasingly pulled out. “Beg me my kitten, beg me.” he whispered. I purred, “Sebastian please oh please! I need you.” He leaned forward pulling my hair back so my neck was exposed, he bit down hard renewing his mark with an aggression that I fed into as I grabbed his ass and pushed him further into me. His gasp turned into a moan as he dug his kiss and his teeth into my neck. I screamed in pleasure and he lapped up the bruise he had created causing moans to erupt from my throat. Our bodies feverishly worked together and against each other as he thrust in and I moved my tightness around his hard manhood. His body told a story of his want and desire as it began to tense and shiver. His moans and needy hands made the sweat taste sweet as he kissed me through heavy breaths. My body shook around him and he pushed in once more and our moans filled the warm filled air as we collapsed into each other coming together, becoming one.

“I’m sorry my kitten, I fear I may have bit your neck too hard,” he touched the sensitive area of my neck as we bathed. The sun had come up about an hour after he held me until I fell asleep. “Don’t worry my butler, I enjoyed each and every bite” as I reached my lips to his, kissing him. I saw in his eyes that he was thinking about something, “Are you ok? I’m serious, Sebastian, I am fine.” “Oh I’m sorry, Sara, I was distracted by the way you tasted” he replied looking down at me, “Do not worry though my love. Come here. We will find some answers.” He pulled me closer and took me into his arms kissing me deeply and hungrily. I felt his hunger and his question that he didn't have an answer for yet. It was not very long after we were getting dressed that Sebastian was summoned. As he began to leave the room I was sitting in the chair braiding my hair for the day, he came up behind me and putting his hands on my shoulders, "I see the worry in your eyes, you are not fooling me and I want you to know and believe in me. I will help you find answers and no matter what those answers reveal you will not be alone, I am with you." Tears fell lightly from my eyes streaming down my cheeks, Sebastian caught the tears smiling reassuringly. I took hold of his hand and kissed it, "I love you."

I honestly did not feel like doing anything but I knew keeping busy would be the best thing for me. It was an overcast day and after I completed my duties with some help from everyone, I went for a walk on the grounds. As I walked out the door, I heard Ciel ask Sebastian if I was ok, Sebastian seemed to use it as means of beginning a conversation with Ciel about finding answers to the questions regarding me. I was almost tempted to stay and Sebastian seemed to watch me as I walked by, I could tell he was worried. He sent Pluto to join me in his hound form. Pluto busied himself running around and barking at the trees. I walked and watched finding a area of tall grass to lay down in. I listened to the wave of the grass in the slight breeze and heard Pluto's bounding paws in the earth. I tried to remember that long boat trip to London. It seemed forever ago and while I felt it was hopeless trying to remember I had to try. This wasn't the first time I had tried,  after my ability made freedom a possibility I spent what felt like years trying to remember but to no avail. Why did I think this time would be different? Even so, I owed it to myself, Sebastian and my newfound family to find answers that may exist and to stop questioning the ones that don't.