Feeling Waves

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I slipped into the sounds that surrounded me, feeling the waves of the grass against me. They reminded me of the waves we sailed across to London. I saw my mother sitting under the umbrellas that lined the deck she held out her hand to me and she felt weak. I flashed to one evening when they thought I was asleep and I heard them arguing that mom had not eaten. Father yelled that if she did not eat her energy to fight the challenges she faced on such a long journey. I remember being confused at the time but in fear of being caught listening that I would be in trouble, I had run back to my room. I felt a sudden almost violent shaking, my arms flailed and were caught, my eyes opened wide and it was Sebastian who was now holding my hands from moving, "Sara are you ok?! Please stop fighting me and I will release your arms. My you, are quite strong, I must remember this but for now please stop fighting me." I realized finally that I was struggling to get free from Sebastian and I stopped, "What happened?" "My love you fell asleep and I was worried about where you had gone. The hound finally made himself useful. I will be asking what you were dreaming later as we do not have time to talk at the moment" he said while helping me up. He smiled and slightly laughed at me, I stretched and asked, "What is so funny?!" He reached up and began to pull stray pieces of grass out of my hair, "Has someone arrived? Is that why you mentioned talking later?" I asked as he pulled the last stray piece of grass from my hair. He reached for me and after kissing me, "Yes, Lady Elizabeth has arrived." I immediately began to straighten my dress to which Sebastian smiled, "You look lovely my kitten. But we do need to hurry her carriage will be arriving any moment." He picked me up carrying me as he ran in his swift way towards the manor. I couldn't help but feel completely enamored with him as I watched him. We arrived at the front door and he set me down smoothing my hair once again. I leaned into his hand and he pulled my lips to his. His kiss was delicate and my senses tingled at the taste of him, "Sebastian, you taste delicious." I could feel his smile on my lips. He snuck in one last kiss as Lady Elizabeth's carriage arrived.

She was such a fireball of energy as she entered. Sebastian had gone to get Ciel and they hadn't even quite made it down the stairs when Lady Elizabeth swung Ciel around with the rest of us watching. After setting him down, she handed him a box with what seemed to be a gift but then saw his ring on his thumb. I watched as her fireball spirit diminished and she grasped the box out of his hand and said her farewells. I was just as confused as everyone who saw the whole scene. I tried to catch her before she left to make sure that she was, in fact, okay as she stated she was but I was not able to reach her before her carriage left. I watched the carriage leave and had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. I reached for the handle and a shock went through my body, something was going to happen, I had to tell Sebastian.

When I walked back into the Manor, I got the feeling I had missed a conversation when I saw Sebastian speaking to Ciel, I made my way over to both of them as the feeling I had involved Ciel’s betrothed. Sebastian noticing the urgency in my steps asked, “Yes, Miss Sara, is everything ok?” “I need to speak to you both when you have a moment” I responded succinctly. “We were discussing a bit of a celebration for Ciel’s birth.” I smiled at both Sebastian and Ciel from the bottom of the stairs when I saw the pain flash across Ciel’s face, Sebastian added, “Yes, it seems others want to celebrate.” I looked around as Mey-Rin, Bardroy, Finny and Tanaka peeked around a pillar. I was again struck at how much Ciel wanted to make sure that we were all happy despite the way he personally felt about this time of year. I watched Ciel as he seemed lost in a memory, he spoke but I was unable to hear exactly what was being said. Then looked up at Sebastian as he watched me, it looked like he was trying to decide something that I was not privy to.  It became apparent too that I would have to ask questions later when I heard Ciel tell Sebastian, “This is ridiculous, bring me my tea.”

Sebastian looked at me and motioned for me to follow him into the kitchen, “Miss Sara, would you please accompany me to the kitchen?” “Yes, Sebastian” I answered feeling very unsure about what was going on. We entered the kitchen and Sebastian grabbed my hand and led me to the other side of the kitchen, he sat me down and asked, “What happened? Did you sense something?” I intertwined my fingers with his, “I got a very bad feeling when Miss Elizabeth left as she did. I have a very bad feeling although I do not know how this actually helps but I still felt the need to tell you.” “I am glad you did. You can’t ignore these feelings as they may become more precise as you use them and they are extremely helpful even if you feel that they are not” he reassured me with his touch and words. I asked, “But what do you we do now?” “We proceed with the day as normal, why don’t you make Ciel is his tea since he likes it so much more than mine.” he answered so calmly but with a devilish grin. I walked over to the kettle and Sebastian claimed his place standing behind me placing his head on my shoulder, he kissed my neck while I made tea. While the tea brewed, I closed my eyes and just breathed in Sebastian’s utterly intoxicating scent trying to calm the ominous feeling inside me. His lips traced down the side of my neck where he kissed the tender spot he had created with his bite. His arms wrapped around me pulling me close. His kisses reached my collarbone, I moaned as I felt a wave of heat come over me. I felt every brush of his lips, every trace of his kisses, every stroke of his tongue against my skin. His kept one arm firmly fixed around my waist while his other hand traced down the front of my dress sliding across every curve, teasing any exposed skin with the dance of his fingertips. "What do you feel my love?" he asked. 'I feel your love like a wave on the shore and into the undertow with my heart mind and body. I feel the way you swim across my skin with your touch and kisses. I feel the way your breath and words float always bringing me back to the surface when I feel I could drown" I turned around, "I feel you. And I always want to feel you. You are my ocean. I love you Sebastian." His eyes burned crimson as I looked into them, he spoke "My love, you are impossible" as his lips gently pressed onto mine.

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