It'll Never Be The Same

Dinner and Desert?

Morgan's POV

I storm out of the BAU and made my way to my car. Fuck them. I don't understand why they hate me so much. I have tried so hard to get them to forgive me. I guess they never will. I just don't know how this team will survive with all of us fighting. I need to do something. I need to find a way to make them forgive me, especially Reid. I sat in my car thinking about what I can do. Well I could go talk to him, but he's out with the rest of the team. Maybe I can make him a cake to apologize, but that's lame. Cooking is good. Maybe I can make him dinner and we can talk. That's what I'll do.

I dive to the store and pick out everything I needed to make baked potatoes for dinner. I decided to get some mix to make some brownies for desert. Hopefully this will work out. I check out and make my way to Reid's apartment.

I find his spare key on his door frame. I go straight to the kitchen and began cooking. After a few hours I texted Reid to tell him to meet me at his place. He agreed confused. I decided to set the table as I wait for him. I began to get anxious.

Reid walked in and saw me standing there waiting.

Before he could say anything I looked at him and said "Don't say anything, sit, eat, listen." He nodded and sat down.

As he started to eat I decided this would be the best time to talk. He wouldn't be able to say anything before I'm done so that's good.

"Look Reid, I'm an ass. I'm a huge ass, but I'm also a very sorry ass. I'm sorry I hurt you. I didn't mean anything I said. I only said it because I was hurt, but I didn't have the right to say that to you. I just.... I was terrified. I was terrified that I lost you. That I would never see you, hug you, see your smile, hear your voice ever again. Reid I though you were gone and I was terrified. I know that doesn't excuse the fact that I did that to you. That doesn't change what I did, but I wanted to explain that I hate myself for hurting you like that. I'm really sorry Reid. I am so fucking sorry." I cried out. Reid looked up at me a swallowed his mouthful of food. He then got up from his chair, walked over to his side table, and picked something up. He made his way back to me without a word and handed me a piece of paper. I look at him confused and he just nodded his head motioning me to read it. I open it up to read.

Morgan,

I needed to tell you this. I know I've been terrible to you. It's been really hard to see you. I know you never meant to hurt me. I just... I'm scared. I like you Morgan. I really like you. I'm scared because the last guy I liked lied to me. He used me and left me. Then made up stories that I tried to assault him, but he had the story the wrong way. After him I promised myself I would never do it again. I promised myself I would never fall for another guy. But then I did and I freaked. When you said you liked me, I froze. I didn't know what to do. I'm terrified of getting hurt again. I'm sorry I've been terrible to you.
             ~REID

I looked up at Reid who was staring at me.

"I would never. I would never. No. I... I could never hurt you the way that guy did. I've hurt you, but I can promise that I will never do what he did. I'm... I'm so sorry Reid." I whispered. Reid looked up at me sighed and looked down. I walked over to him and at on the floor in front of him. I gently placed my hand in his knee and made him look at me.

"I understand if you don't want to do this, but if you ever do I will always be all in." I smiled at him. I see a smile appear on his face not long after.

Reid placed his hand gently on my cheek pulling me closer to him. Before I knew what was going on, he placed his lips on mine. I smiled into the kiss.

**Slight smut warning**

Things began to get hot and heavy. I stand up off of the floor and stand Reid up. I gently pull him closer to my body and rested my arms on his hips. He placed his arms around my neck.

I pulled away to look at him only to see a smile creep into his face. I picked him up and continued to kiss him. We made our way to his room where I lied him on his bed. I began to kiss down his neck. I went to take off his shirt, but I was stopped by the sound of the fire alarm going off. I ran into the kitchen and remembered I was baking brownies. I pulled out the pan and heard Reid laughing. I turned around, pan is hand, and frowned at him.

"It's okay, you can have me for desert" Reid whispers in my ear taking the pan out of my hand and placing it on the table next to us. I moaned a little and pulled him into a passionate kiss.

"You sure?" I pulled away looking at him.

"Yes, please" he begs me. I laugh and pick him up. I carry him back to the bed and lied him down. All that was going through my head was, "fuck I love this man." I get on top of him and smiled.

**Time Skip: after they get done**

I pulled Reid closer to me and we lay in his bed.

"So, boyfriend?" I asked looking down at him.

"Boyfriend" he muttered out before falling asleep. I chuckle and fall asleep next to him. I couldn't be happier.