Lost | k.t.h ✔

13.

'Thank you for the dinner Mrs. Jung' Jungkook said as he got up politely. 'I better get going'

Azura, who had also joined us for diner earlier, kept her spoon down and stared at Jungkook as if thinking, You're going already?

Then without warning, she got up too. 'I should go too' she began

What the hell? They both want to go now? I knew that Azura made her decision because she could go with Jungkook, but still?

'But you just_came now!' My mum started.

'I know, but thanks anyway' she nodded.

Jungkook looked mystified, but I saw a faint smile appear on his face as they both headed out saying 'Goodnight'

_._

I retreated back to my room, and the moment I stepped in, the memory of Jungkook pinning me near the door came back in flashes. I shook my head and jumped to the bed, enjoying the comfort of the soft material duvet on my bed. Then something throbbed under my shoulder. I turned away and saw that it was the photo frame.

I picked it up and stared at it, holding it between my fingers so tight, that it could've even broken. I didn't care. All I wanted was to be with him, but what do I have now? A photo; a frozen moment, a memory that could never unfreeze. His smile was still the same, his smile was always the same; the same smile that always melts me.

/Flashback/

'LEE!!!!' TaeHyung whispered as he nudged me gently. I turned around and met his eyes which were sparkling with excitement.

'What?'I smiled.

'I want to show you something' he said and pulled me towards a staircase I've never seen before in his house.

'What is it?' I questioned but he just dragged me upstairs, smiling with his adorable rectangular smile. I sighed and followed him.

At the end of the staircase was a single wooden door.

'What_' I started. Tae motioned me to keep my voice down and pushed the door open. It creaked slightly but not loud enough to get anyone's attention. I entered without hesitation.

It lead to a small room, which looked like an old abandoned rooftop.

But except the paint on the walls, peeling with neglect, there was nothing old about it. I guess Taehyung must have cleared it or something. On the corner was a cotton rug, spread on the floor and he pulled me towards it. We both sat down and he took off a cloth covering the roof.

'So_you wanted to show me something?'

'Look up' he said, his eyes glinting in the moonlight.

I looked up and gasped.

The roof was made out of glass, and the panoramic view was amazingly beautiful. The clusters of stars sprinkled in the azure blue sky, it was too mesmerizing that it took my breath away.

'I've never shown this place to anyone-except you now' Taehyung smiled. 'This room was abandoned but I came here every day at night and would look up at the stars' he paused and looked at me. 'I've always wanted to watch the stars with someone special-someone who is right here with me.'

I knew that I turned red, but I smiled back at him. 'It's so beautiful' I whispered.

'You know, I used to write songs about the stars' I said looking at him straight in the eyes, our faces inches from each other. 'They say that everyone's a star right?'

'Yeah' Taehyung hugged me closer.

'But you aren't a star' I whispered. 'You are the moon to me;the moon that shines so bright'

Taehyung smiled, and I almost felt his heartbeat increase a bit when I said it.

 I rested my head on his shoulder and sighed. 'Thank you Taehyungie'

'For what?'

'For everything'

/End of Flashback/

I didn't wipe the tears that flowed down my eyes, I didn't care. There was no one here to see me crying, there was nothing left. I kept my photo frame back on the bedside table, and buried myself in my pillow, not caring that it was now wet with all my tears.

Crying didn't make him come back, but it did make me feel better.

_._