Lost | k.t.h ✔

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'Honey?' he paused and stared directly at me. 'That idiot, calls you honey?' His words cut through me like a blade thrown straight to my heart.

'Tae! It's not like that! I told him to stop saying that but all he did was-'

His chest was heaving faster and he interrupted. 'You chat with him?'

I was lost for words. 'NO! It was just that I was worried about you and I-'

'You were worried about me and you chatted with him?' he spoke in a tone mixed with anger and hatred.

'I-I was just asking him about what happened in the morning!'

'You could've asked me'

'I didn't want to make you feel bad when you already were!' I was almost shouting now, tears pooling in my eyes.

'You know what' he threw my phone to my bed. It landed right next to me and stared at the lockscreen which showed a new message from Jungkook.

Jungkook:

Oh honey, kill me already. I don't mind to die if you were the one who was going to kill me. *smirk emoji*

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That bugger-

'I hate that you even talk with him and chat with him, but if you'd have thought before that I was feeling bad-' he continued. 'You should've known that seeing this would've made me worse.' He stormed out of my room, banging the door closed.

I bit my lip and felt the tears flowing down my cheeks. I started sobbing uncontrollably.

He had never talked to me like that. And now because of me and my stupidity and that horrible Jungkook and his attitude made him lose his temper.

My shoulders were shaking and my vision was going blur. I wiped my eyes and hugged myself tighter, pulling my knees close to my chest.

Something triggered me when the soft material I was wearing brushed my knees and I realized that I was still wearing Taehyung's sweater.

It was obviously too big for me but I clutched it closer as flashes of today morning came to my mind. How he had woken up beside me, how we had started to explore the country, how he had pecked me on the lips when Jungkook-

JUNGKOOK.

He was the start of ALL THIS.

But I ruined it too, by talking to him, it was partly my fault.

I felt myself tearing up again and my tears landed on his sweater. I breathed in the scent of him and at least it made me feel alive, it was like having him next to me, only when he wasn't.

I made up my mind to see him and explain everything after I collected my thoughts.

I couldn't believe that Jungkook did that. Talked to me like that. I couldn't believe that it was the same boy who surprised me on my birthday, kissed me on the cheek, who got me my favourite icecream-

Wait a sec.

Surprised me on my birthday.

Bought my favourite icecream.

Kissed me on the cheek.

Those events seemed awfully familiar and that was when it hit me.

Taehyung.

He did the same thing.

He surprised me on my birthday, he bought me my favourite icecream every year and he kissed me on the cheek today morning.

Holy crap.

Was this a coincidence?

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A/N: I just felt like writing this asap, cuz when school starts, I won't be able to update much. So here's the reward beforehand! Four updates in a week! And also what do you think would happen next? Comment below! Thank u 💜💜💜