Onward & Upward | Solby

chlorine

Sam.

Sometimes I hate him.

But other times I'm head over heels in love with him.

But then he does something completely stupid.

He's poison to me.

He's dangerous.

Toxic.

He's like bleach or chlorine.

He has this label that clearly states that it's dangerous and should be used in small amounts.

But you mess with it any.

You completely ignore the label.

And you know what happens?

Your life gets flipped upside down

It gets ruined.

He will never like me, or date me, or anything related to the idea.

And all because of what i have.

He doesn't like guys.

He's head over heels in love with them.

I guess their okay.

But its burning me alive.

His name is venom on my tongue.

His touch is a poisonous vibration.

When ever I see him, I see warning signs.

With him in my life.

Its like sippin on straight chlorine.

When I feels he is near, everything falls out of formation.

I felt invincible, you were wrapped around my head.

Your name is a terrible flavor.

But now you double as a papermaker.

I despise you sometimes.

I love to have the fight and you in my life is like sipping on straight chlorine.

And goddamnit I love the taste of chlorine.

Sometimes, I wish it was actually chlorine and not some metaphor.

But its not.

But i have something else I want to say before I leave this school.

My parents and the moving truck are outside, but here's what I have to say.

I stsnd up on the cafeteria table, all eyes are on me.

"As people know I'm moving. And I have something's i want to say." I take a breath.

I look in the direction of him.

"I loved you, and you toyed with my emotions. You led me on and led me to believe that we could be something. But I was damned. Having you in my life was sipping on straight chlorine, and I became addicted to lies you sold me. I have four words I want to say."

Everyone was staring.

"Fuck you Colby Brock." and with that I jumped off the table and walked out tocmy parents.

But as i did, I heard applause.

And I just smiled to myself.

Colby.

Wait the person I love is moving!?

and he just said fuck you to me.

He's a keeper.