"i don't want to wait around
hoping that someday you decide
that i am what you want"
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(lunch time)
"you can't date her!"
"you can't tell me what to do!"
"you'll break her! just like every other good girl you have already! just stay away from her!"
"i care so much more for her than any other girl i've ever been with!"
"any other girl you've ever been with? you mean hooked up with for one night then break their hearts into pieces the next! leaving them crying wondering that the hell they did wrong to make you decide to move on! wondering why they aren't good enough for you?! you've broken so many girls and i'm for sure not letting you do that to annie! she's way to special for someone like YOU to destroy her!"
annie's pov:
i walk closer as i see johnny then punch hayden in the face. i run in between then as hayden was about to throw a punch.
"stop! now!"
"he doesn't deserve you annie!" hayden said
"what do you mean?"
"hayden's just jealous that we've been hanging out more and more that he forgot he has a GIRLFRIEND" johnny says
"oh let me punch that smirk off your face!"
i push hayden farther away from johnny
"stop! you both are best friends and are really fighting over me?!"
"more like protecting you from this no good"
"i don't need protecting hayden...not from you, i can't."
"w-what? you are really choosing HIM over me?"
"hayden! you have a GIRLFRIEND! and you know nothing about me!"
"what's going on? hayden, i've been looking all over for you!" kenzie says as she comes closer to us
"we were discussing this assignment for science, we just finished" i told her
"ohh. well let's go babe, let's leave these two alone" kenzie grabs hayden's hand, walking into the cafeteria
"really?"
"what?"
"is what i overheard hayden say true?...well of course it was since you punched him..."
he stayed silent
"i cant believe that, i really thought you were one of the good ones"
"annie i am, i've changed since the day i laid eyes on you! please just let me expla-"
"explain what? the fact that i was so blind i didn't know your past here? that fact that i didn't know ANY of this? the fact that you never even bothered telling me? or the fact that i started falling for you, johnny orlando, every day we spent, falling for you harder and harder everyday that went by? i can't believe this! the guy i thought was so caring to me, the only person who ever asked me how my day was, called and checked if i was okay!" at this point, i was crying. i can't believe this.
"you were the only person i knew who actually cared about me..."
i turned around to walk away but johnny grabbed my arm. i faced him, seeing the tears in his eyes that broke my heart even more.
"please anns...let's talk, please...i don't want to lose you and i won't."
"you already did" i got out of his grip
"please julianna!"
i stopped, he's the only one that knows my real name since i registered my name as just annie leblanc in school.
"i've changed for you, i've changed BECAUSE of you. you are the one, you're special, and i've been falling for you HARD too. i'm not the person i was before because i've found the person i love."
i turned in shock
"yes love, i love you julianna grace leblanc and i know we haven't known each other longer than a week but you have something no other girl has. i can't lose you. no one else like you cupcake."
"i-i..."
"it's okay," he came closer
"you don't have to say anything. you don't have to forgive me about not telling you my past, my reputation. just please don't keep me out of your life..."
as tear drop fell down my cheek, he gently placed his hand on my cheek, wiping away my tear.
"i-i just need time...see you at the game"
why am i going to the game when he just broke my heart? because i promised him and he did so much for me. he was there for me no matter his reputation. i know he cared.
i walked away and left home. yeah yeah i ditched and i shouldn't but i needed to go home and clear my mind...
