Ariana Imagines

#135: Roommate

Additional Information: 6 friends live in one house, Ariana is crushing on one of the roommates. But she doesn't want to break up the friendship and the group up.

Ariana's POV: 

When I look to the side of the kitchen counter I see the taller girl next to me. "Morning." she says and I blush and look down like some love struck teen to my food. "Morning." I say back and smile. She chuckles behind me as she opens the fridge and I know she's realized my swooning. I can hear the screams finally come into full volume as our other two roommates come from the hall. 

"Morning!" they both sing and dance around like weirdos. I giggle and Y/N stands beside me with her cereal bowl in hand and a small laugh. We all go around the living room with our little breakfasts and watch the movie on the projector which is pointing to the empty wall in front of us. 

I sit on the floor and Y/N sits on the couch at the spot directly above me. Of course instead of actually watching the movie, my roommates start being obnoxious. Fighting each other and laughing at each other loudly over the audio. And of course someone's milk spills on me, I yell at them as they laugh at me. But we never get truly angry with each other so I start laughing once I get to the kitchen quietly. 

I don't think Y/N knew as she comes to the kitchen with me and grabs a rag. "Here let me get it." she starts rubbing the rag on my arm. I hope I'm not blushing but I feel my body get hot. "Thanks, it's okay I got it." I get the rag from her hands and start cleaning it off, but it's no use. The shirt reeks of milk and it feels gross on my skin. She starts walking back to the couch and I start heading towards my room upstairs. I look back to the couch for a split second as I go up the stairs and find Y/N's eyes on me. 

When I put on a new shirt which was the first one I saw, I sighed and decided to just lay on my bed for a while. Y/N is killing me. She is so fucking beautiful. Than she gives me mixed signals, and I get frustrated and just wanna get her out of my mind. But I can't and that bugs me even more. 

She looks so good this morning. She has on some sweats on and a large hoodie. With a beanie on her head. She always looks stylish, even if it's just sweats and a hoodie. My hand goes down my own pajama pants and without even thinking, my fingers go over my folds and I start playing with myself. Thinking of her. 

I hate when I realize how desperate I am. But I give in to it. Small whimpers leave my mouth and I try to keep quiet as I insert a finger into myself. God I wish she could do this to me. 

Time goes on, and I'm so close now. With one more curl....

 The door opens and a cough echoes into the room. I gasp and sit up in my bed with both hands holding me up. 

"Sorry, I was wondering what was taking you so long." Y/N's voice drawls out, so calm as always. 

I could feel my body shake and my face is sucked of all color. Embarrassment and nervousness written all over me. I pull my pants up and look at the ground in shock, my body shaking slightly. Now I messed everything up. 

"Hey, it's okay, I'm really sorry it was my fault, I should have knocked." I finally look up and meet her eyes but not for long as they wander. "Yeah. I mean- No it's fine." 

She closes the door and I throw myself back on the bed, our relationship is so fucked now. I mean at least she knows I wasn't thinking about her, she still doesn't know I like her.. I start screaming into my pillow and kicking and jumping on my bed as I lay down. After a while of pondering and picturing the possible situations that could happen after all this, I smell myself and can still smell the hard stench of milk. I sigh and stand up and walk to the bathroom, taking everything off extra slowly with sadness. I turn the water on to boiling hot, the sounds of the water hitting the shower ground makes my mind a little less crazy. 

My headache is killing me, but my mind is so lost as I stand directly under the hot water. Eyes closed, feeling the water take my skin into it's curtain. "I'm sorry Ari." I turn my head out of the water a little and open my eyes to see Y/N.. Standing in the shower.. With me.. 

Before I can gasp or grab air for my collapsing lungs, she kisses me with such power. I could almost feel my knees get weak, why am I so soft for her? Her hand grabs my face, and her hand on my hip starts pushing me back lightly onto the wall. I'm kissing back, eyes closed and everything. Somehow. 

We're fully making out and my heart is pounding so hard. She can hear I'm guessing, as her hand goes down to where my pulse is which I think was an accident from holding my neck. 

"You okay?" 

"No weirdo." I almost bring my hand to cover my mouth but stop midway. She chuckles and kisses me again and this time I kiss back with the same amount of power. 

"Does this mean..You like me?" I pause the kiss. "Yeah. I have liked you." I scan her face and can tell she's telling the truth, and I thought I had bad luck today..