Our 5 seconds of summer // l.h

Chapter 10

Alanna's POV:

Today was the day that the boys all left for they're tour. Honestly I wasn't sure how I was feeling about it. Luke and I had been dating for practically a month and yeah I was definitly going to miss him. I was also going to miss Ashton who had turned into one of my best friends during this whole time, and of course I will miss Mikey and Calum. I was standing on the side of they're house wrapped in Luke's arms and trying to keep it together as everyone else loaded up the bus. My head rested on his chest and his arms were around my waist.

"Okay love birds my turn" Ashton said walking over to us and pulling us apart.

"What are you talking about Ash?" Luke said with a huskier voice then he usually had.

Ashton looked at him for a moment before looking back at me "Well I'm going to miss my bestie and I would like to hug her" He said with a childish smile showing his dimples. He always made me smile and laugh no matter how upset I was. When Hannah had gone off on me and left he was the one I called. 

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his torso and I felt his arms wrapp around me at the same time. That's when it all broke and I felt my eyes begin to sting with tears. An involuntary sob escaped my lips and I felt him shift his weight to look down at me.

"Aw Lanna' don't cry" He said quietly and tightened his arms around me holding me close to him. There was a hole burning into my back from where Luke was staring at me.

"I can't help it" I said with a mixture of crying and a laugh. I pulled away to look up at him noticing I had soaked a part of his shirt with my tears and make up, I let out a small laugh as I tried to whipe it away

"Hey hey don't worry about it, it's abstract now" He said grabbing my hand with a smile and looking down at me, He wasn't as tall as Luke but still taller then me, If I just stood normally and without heals my head wen't to his chin unlike with Luke were I wen't to his shoulder.

"Ashton you better hurry and get your ass back here" I said still holding onto his hand with a smile.

He just laughed that silly little kids laugh that I love "I will try my very best to be back here soon" Ashton said and pulled me into a hug again.

Luke's POV:

I shouldn't be jealous and I know that, it's just the way Alanna started crying when Ashton hugged her and when he held her hand just kinda gave me that feeling. I mean I know they're super close and she will always call him first whenever there is a problem, witch also kinda bugs me. They finally let go of each other  after what seemed like forever and she gave micheal and Calum a hug too.

Alanna walked back over to me and we stood like that for a moment just looking at each other. Her hair was all messy since it was only like 5:00 in the morning and she slept until noon, She had smeared make up under her eyes and tears running down her cheeks. I sighed and Pulled her over to me and kissed her. I tried to make it as memorable as possible. Her arms came around my neck and she tangeled her little fingers in my hair, witch incedentally remimded me of the other night on her couch.

She pulled away and immidiatly looked down at her feet, She seemed to be crying even more now. I lifted her chin and caressed her cheeks softly holding her in my arms and with my thumbs I wiped her tears away. 

"Don't cry, please, It'll only be a little while, time will go by fast" I said as soothing as possible.

She nodded and leaned her face into my hands "I love you" She whispered quietly looking back up at me.

"I love you more" I said after a second of silence and I kissed her softly letting my lips linger on hers for a while before my mum came running by in her heels yelling at all of us to hurry up and get in the bus.

Everyone pilled in leaving me and Alanna alone for a moment. i held onto her hand as I made my way to bus, letting it wxtend a little and then finally drop as the doors closed. We were driving down the drive way in less in a minute leaving her behind. It was really a lot of work to keep myself together as i looked out the window at a small petite girl with long dark hair and dark eyes, She was covering her mouth with one hand as more tears came down her cheeks, She looked almost like she did the day we met, the day I fell in love with her.

Ashton's POV:

It was kinda sad watching Luke and Alanna saying goodbye to each other, I know he loves her a lot, even though I kinda saw ehr first but yah know whatever. Honestly it was kinda cute how she held onto me and started crying but watching Luke standing by the window watching her until she was out of sight made everything kinda depressing. The buzzing in my pocket pulled me back to reality, I fished it out and saw the screen name Chicken Butt with a bunch of hearts and smiley face emojii's.

"Hey Chiken Butt" I said answering the phone and walking to the back room for some privacy leaving a depressed Luke on the couch watching Tv with Calum and Micheal.

"Hey" Said a quite voice that seemed to crack as if they had been yelling for a whole day, Kinda like the boys' voice after a concert.

"You still crying?" I asked noticing that my own tone wen't from joking to serious.

"Sorta, now I'm just wondering what i'm going to do for the next month or maybe 2 months, Hannah is mad at me still" I chuckled and could already see her angry look "Don' laugh! i'm being serious" Alanna yelled at me through the phone

I tried to supress my laugh partly because I knew she could and would hurt me when I got back and partly cause she was already upset "Okay okay, look you should go and fix things with Hannah"

There was a silence before she answered "She's mad at me because i'm dating Luke and because i'm friends with you guys and the only way to fix things is to like cut all ties with you guys"

I thought for a moment "Okay fine I have an idea" I said with a smile she waited for my answer in silence "Whenever there is a concert in a resonable distance I can figure out how to fly you out and save you some tickets plus vip passes and any other day we're on the road I will call and text and facetime and email and write letters"

I heard her small giggles before she answered "How would you send those letters?" Her voice said from the other end of the phone.

"With my owl that I trained just like Harry Potter" I said laughing to myself.

She laughed for a moment before we said goodbye and hung up. I knew that girl so well, I knew how to make her smile, laugh, cry, mad, anything.