Our 5 seconds of summer // l.h

Chapter 21

Luke's POV:

"Can I get a picture please?!" was the only thing i could hear, sometimes it got really overwhelming but other times i just think that i've been doing this for 2 years now so it's not that big of a deal. As I leaned over the little gate seperating us four guys and some security from the hundreds of girls to take a picture with a small red head with glasses some other girls right beside me wanted a picture.

"Didn't you and your girlfriend break up?" Someone asked. they were near me but I couldn't tell who said it so I just gave the owner of the voice a simple answer "yes". somehow the fact that i had cheated on Alanna hadn't been leaked yet, i guess it was only the band my mum, her and most likely Hannah who knew. Another girl to the right of me asked why and I stopped for a second to try and answer her question.

"things just happen i guess" I said, i didn't really feel like letting the world know i'm a complete ass hole who cheated on his girlfriend while on tour, that's really cliche now that i think about it.

"Oh i'm sorry, i seriously thought you guys were perfect" The same girl wearing circular sun glasses and a guns n' roses t-shirt said shoving her phone into her back pocket. I just shrugged and gave her a small smile. to be completey honest i was feeling better but it didn't stop the horrible feeling thst i got in my stomach everytime i thought about it or her witch was kinda all the time.

After I had taken several more pictures and signed a few autoraphs one of our security guards came by to tell me it was time to go. I said goodbye to everyone and started towards the black mini van were Mikey was already sitting playing with his nintindo, Ash and Calum were walking towards me followed by some more security guys. 

Alanna's POV:

I always wondered what it would be like to fall in love, although I never really imagined the pain that came after it. even though i was indeed feeling better and was able to get out of bed in the morning it didn't stop me from wanting to break down and cry everytime i saw something that reminded me of Luke.... or actually see him since of course i dated someone famous and let me tell you it sucks seeing news about him and the band all over the place and seeing 14 year olds walking down the street wearing their merchandise. but either way i know it's time to move on from him, they were all going back to Austrialia soon and i was starting my freshman year of collage were i was bound to meet atleast one person who can make me forget i was ever in love with Luke Hemmings.

"so thats a no to annabelle...?" Derek asked watching me closely from across the table at a little old fashioned dinner around the corner from my apartment.

I snapped back to reality and looked back at him as he dipped a french fry into some ketchup and popped it in his mouth. "wait what?" I asked looking down at my phone out of a habbit that i had gotten. I've been so used to looking down and seeing missed calls and texts and stuff like that from him but now it kinda hurt to see a blank screen with a few instagram notifications.

"um i asked if you wanted to go see annabelle this weekend" he repeated probably for the 15th time, i've been having a hard time focusing on stuff right in front of me since every little detail now reminded me of everything i wanted to forget.

"um i'll have to think about it, am i really up to be scared" i said giving Derek a small smile as I reached over and took a french fry from his plate and nibbled on the end of it. There was that old fashioned music box thingy at the end of the table and in it i could see my reflection, and thankfully i didn't look completely hidious. I had actually decided to go to the gym this morning so i only had on some masacara and my hair was up in a high pony tail.

"oh c'mon you dont scare that easily" he said slapping my hand away as I reached for another fry. i giggled a little since it was kinda true, although i found things scary it never really scared me... if that makes any sense.