Phan Oneshots

Best Friend

Summary: Dan throughout the years of not having a best friend to having one.

Status: best friends ig

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Age 5

    It's my first day of primary school and I can't wait to start!! I've heard people make best friends durning this time of their life and I am really excited for that!! Wow, this is going to be so fun.

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    It's been two weeks already and no one seems to want to be my best friend. I have some friends but they all have best friends already. Why can't I have one? Why me?

Age 10

    I've given up. All of my friends seem to have best friends who love them and they do everything together. When I am invited to things I'm always the outcast. I hate it. I'm even starting to hate my life. Why me?

Age 13

    I'm a teenager. An actual teenager. And guess what still hasn't happened. Yep. I still haven't found a best friend. I'm starting to become depressed. I just want someone who cares. Just one person, please? Why me?

Age 14

    I thought this year would be the year. I met so many new people, but of course, everyone already has a best friend. Just my luck. I hate my life. I'm always the outcast. Everyone has inside jokes and I'm just here. Alone. Why me?

Age 18

    Wow. Is this real? I've finally found someone. We both like muse and he doesn't have a best friend either. I couldn't be any more happy. He's a youtuber. His name is AmazingPhil and we have met twice now. I can't believe it. It might be me.

Age 20

    I have a YouTube channel now and Phil and I live together. I'm still not positive were best friends, but at least I have someone. Is it me?

Age 25

    Wow. It's real. This was worth the wait. It turns out if you have to wait for your best friend, it's worth it, because once you find them, they are better then anyone else there is. That's why it takes so long for you to find each other. Phil knows all my secrets, I know his. Were best friends. I have a best friend. It's Phil. I love Phil so much. No, we aren't together. He is just my best friend. But I don't care. I only love him as a best friend. And he is the best. I no longer feel depressed, all because of him. He knows about my scars. He knows about my battles. He knows me. It is me. It is me who had to wait. But it is also me who has one of the best friendships in the universe. It is me.

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I know this was short but this is kind of how I am. No, I'm not 25, not even close, but I feel like this is how it will be. I am also not depressed, incase you were worried. I am perfectly happy and don't want death (that's not supposed to be a stereotype, I'm just saying I don't) and if you are going through that, realise it will get better. There are people in the world who love you. I love you! I don't care if we've never talked before. I. Love. You. You are worth it. You are important. You are wanted. I'm glad you exist. Anyways, sorry for my rant but this oneshot even helped me realise I will find a best friend one day. And I have nothing to worry about. Baaaiiii