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Summary: Phil asks Dan what's wrong with him

Status: Best friends, maybe more I'm not sure yet.

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Phil

It's been a few days. I'm going to do it, I'm going to confront Dan about my problem. Of course I'm scared. I'm freaking terrified, but oh well. Here goes nothing.

     I walk into his room, finding him laying down. I lie down next to him and put my head on his shoulder, this is normal for us. I feel tears glistening my eyes already. "Hey- hey Dan?" I asked, looking into his eyes then down again. "Yeah? Are you alright?" He asks, frowning. "I- no.." His frown deepens. "Hey, what's wrong?" He wipes a tear off my face, that I didn't even notice was there.

     "Um, it's kinda stupid." "Nonsense." I take a deep breath, burying my head in his chest. "I- I think. Well I think I am what you are.." I stayed there, but he never said anything, until he did. "What do you mean?" He sounds confused. "Your sexuality Dan. I think I'm the same, I just can't admit it. Everytime I try to I just get disgusted in myself."

     I look up at him and now he looks even more confused. "Why are you disgusted, Lion? There is nothing wrong with being demi." He says, petting his hands through my hair. "I-I know that. I love you even- I mean. Ignore that. I- Just can't help it. Every time I think about it I get homophobic of myself, I start believing I'm going to go to hell for what I've done even though I don't believe you will for it." I forgot I admitted my love through my rant so when I looked up to see Dan looking shocked I was confused.

     "I know it's stupid.." I say, trying to get up to leave. "I- I love you too Phil." He said. I froze. "Wha?" I turn around so I'm facing him again. "I love you too." All of a sudden all my worries were gone and I was jumping into his arms and we were kissing.

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Ey sorry my onehsots have been short lately but in other news I published a new story! Go check it out it's on my profile, it's the only other one there sooo.

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