Confused

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Summary: 'Phils thoughts about his sexuality

Status: Dan is mentioned but doesn't say anything, best friends and phils love

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Phil

     All my life I've thought I was straight. In fact, I was homophobic. Well, not necessarily. I loved gay people, they are mainly all so nice and sweet. I even ship gay things. I thought It was OK for others to be gay. Key word, others.

     I don't know what's wrong with me. All my friends are gay, I ship gay things, I even think gay people can go to heaven. But when it comes to me, I get disgusting with myself.

     I'm scared. Whenever I think about being Demisexual I get scared, completely disgusted even. That's where Dan comes in.

     Dan, my best friend, the person I hate to admit but am in fact hopelessly in love with, is also demisexual. I love him for it, I don't think he is doing anything wrong, so why am I disgusted in myself? I'm not sure. I might have to ask him about it later.

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Another short little poem like one, im not sure why I've been doing this kind lately but I'm just curious, do you guys like it or do you want normal ones where they talk and stuff?

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