the girl in the club • jack gilinsky

7.5

jack's pop (the pov y'all probably waiting for)

the house was hectic. johnson, wilk and maloley are all running around like headless chickens preparing the house for a big party, there was no where in hell was I going to participate in helping set up the place for MY GIRL's engagement party. this wasn't how it was supposed to turn out, I was supposed to act and be happy for bella and her new pretty boy for like a month and then sweep her back off her feet. but month after month my plan seemed so distant and unattainable, and well now it was set in stone that it wasn't gonna work out for me. she was engaged and getting married, and from what I have heard there was a rush to it, they wanted to be married asap, like in the next month or two. now what was I supposed to do, I have no plans. without bella life was life not worth living, not in the sense that I don't want to be here, but in the sense that everything I do feels like a chore. bella made life interesting, her face was a gift to come home after a long day in the studio. I didn't understand why the party had to be at our house not theirs, it was their engagement after all. I huffed in frustration, i scroll down my feed and all I see is fan accounts posting congratulations to bella, but in the mix there was fan accounts posting throwbacks of bella and I which only made me sadder. exiting the app, I move to the photo app on my phone and clicking the file that hasn't been touched for a year, I promised myself I would stop looking but I couldn't, this folder has so many good memories I don't want to forget.

Folder : "my luv"