Harry's POV.
Leah and I ended up spending the entire weekend together. She turned out to be a really great girl. We got on well, Sunday morning she even made me pancakes which was a nice surprise.
Today though is monday. And even though i have the morning off I still don't like Mondays.
Leah: Hey babe, loved this weekend. See you soon xx
I wanted to reply but something stopped me. The entire weekend I had a huge weight of guilt.
I looked over my text feed between me and Cait.
Cait: Seen on twitter why you hadn't replied.. She's pretty
Me: She doesn't mean anything
Cait: She's pretty :)
Me: I guess
That was from Friday morning when I woke up.
Cait: You free today? Want to go to library x
Cait: I'm going to the library now if you want to meet me there :)
She text me these during Friday when I was with Leah.
I couldn't find it in myself to text her back until Saturday.
Me: Hey sorry, I was busy x
Cait: Its ok. It wasn't as fun x
Me: Next time I'll go with you promise .x
Cait: :)
She didn't text me again until sunday.
Cait: Hate to be a pain but fancy going Primrose Hill? It's a nice day.. :)
Me: Can't busy :( Sorry x
Cait: It's okay, I'll ask Louis :)
Cait: Louis said what are you busy doing haha x
Me: Just tell him stuff x
Cait: He looked on twitter we both now understand, you could have just said you were with the girl
Me: Sorry x
I felt awful. And I didn't know why, I mean I don't have to answer to anyone, if I wish to spend an entire weekend with Leah in nothing but boxers then why can't i?
Because I know in my heart that I don't really want to be with Leah.
Me: Hey you busy today? X
I know it looked, as soon as Leah left I go running to Cait. It's not that at all.
Maybe a little.
I enjoy spending time with Cait and I enjoy the sex with Leah - is that so wrong?
Cait: Can't today, busy
I sigh. Guess I deserved that. I instead spend the rest of my Monday writing songs in my boxers eating reheated pasta that my sister kindly brought over.
Niall: Lads! Avin a tour BBQ on Friday! Just a little good luck BBQ! Bring ya mrs or a friend whatever and I'll see you there! It's at my place bring what you want!
Me: I'll be there pal
Niall: Bring ya new woman!
I laugh then sigh.
Me: She's not my new woman but sure
Niall: Great! Cya!
I lock my phone throwing it to the side before it vibrates again.
Leah: You doing anything?xxx
Me: No come over x
Leah: I'll be 15 x
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Lumière // h.s
Fanfiction"I never knew I was living in such darkness until you came into my life and lit it up."
