Lumière // h.s

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Cait's POV

caittommo: I miss LA😢

I posted a photo of my feet standing on a sign that said LA. I'd taken it the day Harry and I went shopping.

The second we got back both us of were bombarded with calls and texts, mine from family, Harry's from the boys and management. He had 3 days until he was jetting off to Dublin, I had 3 days to decide whether I was going with them or not.

As I was slowly unpacking, I found my camera. It was pretty expensive, Louis bought it me one Christmas after I'd told him I enjoyed taking photos. I didn't use it for LA once, I was disappointed i hadn't but I did take loads on my phone.

I set my camera on top of my laptop and had a sudden thought.

What if I started a YouTube?

I mean, if I stay in London I'll have plenty of time whilst job hunting. If I go on tour I could do behind the scenes type videos without exposing too much.

I would only gather One Direction fans who want to see what I'm like wouldn't i? Danielle,Liams ex does it.

Why can't i?

After unpacking and texting Harry asking him where he was I set up my camera. Harry had gone for lunch with his sister, he left me in bed saying I wasn't as use to jetlag as he was and I deserved my sleep.

I put my camera on a stand, made sure the background was nice and gave my hair and make-up a check. I took a deep breath and pressed record.

"Hello everyone, I'm Cait and some may know me as Louis Tomlinson's sister." I sighed. "I can't say that."

"Hey guys." I close my eyes. "Too eager." I mumble.

"Hello everyone. Ugh too formal."

"Hey people." I laugh at myself. "Too weird."

I sip my water and try again. "Hi everyone, I'm Cait and welcome to my YouTube channel. On here I'm going to talk about beauty, hair and anything else that I find interesting. Stay tuned for my first official video. Bye." I smile and wave then press the stop button.

I watch it over and upload it onto my laptop. Once it's imported I open YouTube and create my channel.

Cait Tomlinson.

0 Subscribers.

0 Views.

Okay. I edit the video, give it my own touch and take a thumbnail. I smile at what I've done before closing down my laptop.

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"So you've made a YouTube channel?" Lottie asks. She'd come down to London for the day to see me. I'd missed my younger sister quite a lot. She was growing up so quickly, dying her hair, experimenting with make-up, having boyfriends, wearing her own style. It was nice to see but I wish I was more involved - I feel like being anyway stopped me from watching all my siblings, not just Lottie from growing up.

"Yeah, I think it'll be a good idea."

Lottie bites into her panini I bought her. "Don't you think you'll just have viewers that are One Direction fans and only watch to see if you talk about them?"

I frown. "Probably, but I can't not have a YouTube channel because of fans. I could get fans of my own."

Lottie mumbles something but I don't catch it. "Have you spoke to Louis?"

I shake my head.

"He's not in a good way. He was practically sobbing to mum about the weed video last night."

"Isn't Eleanor there?"

"Yeah but he misses his twin."

I roll my eyes. "He hasn't apologised for what he said."

Lottie is silent for a while. "He's having nightmares." She comments quietly.

"Again?" I ask softly.

She nods.

I sip my milkshake before crumbling. "I'll ring him when I get home or something. Sort things out."

Lottie grins. "Thank you Cait."

After lunch we take a photo for her Instagram before heading out shopping. We were stopped a few times by fans but they weren't annoying or nuisances.

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After literally shopping until we were dropping, I walked Lottie to the train station and wished her safe journey home before making my own way back home.

I walked into Harry's - my arms full of bags. "Here she is!" I hear Harry call.

Oh no. My heart drops. He's got people here which means meeting new people. I place my bags by my shoes, my heart accelerating and my palm sweaty.

"Who's here?" I whisper to him.

"Just Gemma."

"Oh."

I follow him into the lounge where I'm met by Gemma.

"Cait, we've met once before I believe?" She smiles standing up and hugging me.

I nod hugging back. "I think in the X factor days," I say politely.

"How are you?" She asks. I sit down opposite the sofa her and Harry are sat on, he's watching us interact with a smile on his face.

"I'm really good thank you. I've spent the day with Lottie, she came down."

"It's your mums wedding soon, huh?"

I swallow, I notice Harry send me a soft smile. "Yeah, really soon. It'll be an amazing day."

I hope. I tell myself.

After talking some more I excuse myself to my room letting Harry and Gemma spend some time together, I mean they haven't seen each other in weeks, I'd hate for my brothers room mate to intrude if I hadn't seen my brother.

I sit at my desk staring at the 'Upload video' button. Should I really upload it? Should I really start a channel?

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A/N: So what do you think? should she make a YouTube or do you think it'll be a bad idea?

Also, Louis' nightmares???

Vote/Comment please :)

P.S I wanted to upload yesterday but I had the worst migraine. I get them so bad it makes me sick sometimes. Doctors appointment booked AGAIN. I'll try and upload again if I can :) (migraines gone now btw)

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