(A/N it physically hurt not to respond to your comments last chapter bc I love u. But I didn't want to spoil things ok bye)
| Ethan's POV |
Ethan @/Ethandolan
I cant stop crying.
"I returned back to the car, I'd taken so long and I still hate myself for it" I breath looking deep at the camera and not at anything else "she was covered in blood, she was in so much pain and I couldn't do anything but hope that the ambulance would get there"
I gulp down the sick feeling as I proceed to carry on with the story even though I really don't want to. The fans need to know, especially as to why I'll be taking a break.
"The ambulance came and took her straight to the hospital where she was taken straight down to surgery. The doctors were desperately trying to calm me down and they wouldn't allow me to see her"
I'd been away from her long enough, I just wanted to hold her hand, to kiss her and whisper that I love her.
"All sorts of doctors discussed with me and the rest of us when they turned up about the complications-"
I want to cry just at the thought.
"-they said she'd lost a lot of blood and they were only thinking the worst. I couldn't stop crying, neither could Gray or the girls. Loosing someone that special-"
I stop myself before I go any further and before I start to cry I reach forward and switch off the camera.
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The camera flickers back on, this time to back when we were at the hospital after hearing the news.
Each of us look rough, our eyes are red and puffy and our skin is blotchy and my hair is all over the place from me tugging upon it.
Lexi is holding the camera so the footage is quite shaky due to her anxious trembles. Grayson reaches across the chair and gives me a tight bro hug and I linger there.
Sarah has chewed down on her nails so much so that they had started to bleed and Grayson had to pry them away from her mouth. And James keeps jigging his legs up and down, he hasn't said anything which is unlike him, but understandable.
"Would you like to come this way" a doctor smiles, Im first to stand up but because I haven't eaten anything I feel ready to faint. Grayson hooks his arm around me to act as a crutch.
Were taken into a small white room and were told to sit down for a moment while they sort some paperwork out. I gulp down the sick rising up my throat.
Lexi notices how anxious I am and reaches out to squeeze my hand as comfort. I send her a smile to thank her.
"Ethan Dolan?" Asks a Doctor and I stand up with a nod, the others follow too.
We're lead towards another large door and the doctor sends me a smile before he opens it and in I step with the rest of the crew following behind.
As soon as I step in I begin to cry,
"Hi" whispers a weary voice, I'm completely at a loss for words but Grayson luckily responds,
"Hi Elmo"
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I'm sat back in front of the camera after I turn it back on but this time I'm not sat alone.
"Hey guys we're back" I say in a slight whisper.
"Yeah there's definitely more of us than before" Grayson laughs from behind us, he kneels up behind Emma and brings his finger down inside the blanket Emma is holding.
"Do you want to introduce them or?" Emma questions sending me a small smile. I look down in my arms and then back across at the love of my life.
"I'll do it" I smirk before turning back to the camera and finally being able to say "please welcome the newest Dolan twins" I announce.
Emma gently raises her arms to show the baby she was cradling as I do the same with the soft snoring baby in mine.
"STOP IT! LOOK HOW CUTE THEY ARE. ARGH" Grayson fangirls as the baby in Emma's arms wraps all their fingers around his one finger. He's honestly the most excitable uncle, I swear.
"Are we just going to come out and say the names or shall we do an explanation?" Emma asks and I bring my finger down to stroke my baby's soft cheek.
"Let's explain" I decide and she nods.
"Me and Ethan met when we were very young, we used to argue constantly and our teachers would get fed up with us. Our health teacher, Miss Sage, was one of those annoyed and so she took action" Emma looks at me for me to carry on so that's what I do.
"We got given a fake baby to look after and we... struggled. In fact we didn't even name the baby for most the time we had her. But gradually it brought us together and one day we went out to watch the Luna eclipse"
"When I returned to school the next morning Ethan had names our baby Luna as a homage for our first date" she looks down at the baby in her arms as she speaks with a broad smile.
"Luna is the reason we fell in love and although it would've been cute to call one of our babies either Sage or Luna, it would be unoriginal"
"However the meaning really stuck with us and thus brought us to the names we have today. You ready to tell them?" She asks and I take a large deep breath.
"In my arms is our beautiful daughter, she's the youngest and was also the lightest. She has dark brown hair and hazel eyes, and a freckle on the lobe of her ear to make it look like they're pierced. Her name is"
I take a deep breath because I'm anxious, I look down at my little princess and my heart melts. I love her so incredibly.
"Ayla Gracie Dolan. Ayla meaning 'moon-glow' and Gracie for Emma's nickname for Grayson"
Emma sends me a smile before returning her glance to the baby in her arms.
"And this is our handsome little man. The oldest and the heaviest. He has much lighter hair than his sister and his eyes are closer to a blue"
She takes a second to breathe and then looks up at the camera,
"His name is Arche Alfred Dolan. Arche is the moon that orbits jupiter and Alfred because we had to incorporate my coffee in there somewhere" she giggles.
I lean across and place a kiss on her temple,
"From me, Emma, Arche and Ayla, thank you for your consistent support and love. We hope you bring the same happiness and positivity to them as you do for us"
"We saying it together?" She asks
There's a jumpcut and suddenly Grayson, James, Sarah and Lexi are all on the bed kneeled up behind us as we all say in sync,
"Peace"
