LOVING FIERCELY

17

Two weeks later

My nostrils were sensitive and alert to the smoke that filled the bedroom. Stirring around the bed, I opened my tired eyes. It's been weeks since I had a normal sleep. I managed to take sleeping pills which seemed to work on its on terms. I noticed it was already dark outside, reaching for the bedside I turned on the lamp.
"Where is the smoke from??  I murmured getting out of the bed. Walking towards the window I checked if there was any fire around. The street was quiet as usual except from the few people who were walking their dogs.
"Oh shit".
I ran downstairs to the kitchen to find the soup in the stainless pan burning. Coughing, I turned off the stove, carrying the small pan to the sink I ran some cold water. I swiftly opened all the windows around to allow the smoke to dissipate. Luckily, the smoke wasn't strong enough to cause the smoke alarm to go off.

"I could have heated the leftover with the microwave instead".

The pills worked today judging on how easily I fell asleep. I ran my hand through my scattered hair, standing around in the kitchen. Finally turning off the sink tap, I went into the living room. Unplugging my cellphone, I checked the messages I got.

"It's already 8:50pm", I said aloud to no one in particular.
Replying Giana's text message, I tapped on the email notification. I reluctantly clicked on the unfamiliar email address. Oblivious to the content, I was about to turn off my cellphone when a picture caught my focus. I zoomed in to take a better look. Checking the email address again, it was definitely not advertisement. The female's face was kind of blur due to the quality of the picture which looks like it was taken in a haste. The exanimated body laid on the musty soil, the familiar blond bob -- cordial hazel brown eyes lost its spark now looking unresponsive.
I swiped through the images looking for one with a better view. Zooming in again this time my pupils enlarged. 
Soft chills spreaded across my body. My body came to a stand still, breathing became difficult as I forgot how to. As if my heart was stab with sharp dagger, I felt it loose it's rhythmic beat. My eyes wanted to cry but no tears seemed available. I screamed dropping the cellphone. The image of her pleasant grin --- her cautious words became a constant replay in my mind.
I don't

I don't

I don't want revisit my past.

Only you can stop this madness.

My hands could remember the soft embrace from when she held them.

Anna Reid, I only met her two weeks ago. I only needed help. Did i become too selfish? Did i ask for too much?

I staggered away from the cellphone like it was some deadly disease. I wanted someone or somewhere to turn to but I would be danger. Her words became like the bible as the meaning started unfold  itself. I felt my brain shrink in unbelievable pain. I grabbed my hair, pulling it to stop the ache.

"I KILLED HER !!!....i KILLED THE WOMAN."

The power suddenly went off leaving the house in a dark, cold atmosphere. I buried my face in hands not wanting to be indulged in the darkness.
My ears snapped at the noise coming from the upper house. I felt the footstep from the ceiling above above my head. Shivering, I refused to look up. The footsteps drew closer, closer and closer.

"There you are".
I looked up to come face to face with the bright light from the torch light.
"Ahhhh.....did you just get the email." Tge vouce said placing the torch light down as it dimly lit the living room.
"A...sshton.." I stammered.
"Hmmmm.....yes lady". He mocked.
His expression looked colder than usual. I tried to crawl away but he stepped on my fingers.
"You thought of getting rid of me by meeting Ann...huh??" He gritted his teeth stomping on my hand. I sensed the joint in my right hand fall apart.

"You killed the poor woman...Felicia.....you killed her."
He pulled me up trashing me like a bag of dirty to the wall behind. My spine came in forceful contact with the hard partition. I watched Ashton leave and then return with some ropes. Tying my hands and legs together, he tore the silk pajamas shirt I was wearing revealing my bare bosom. I witnessed how helplessly the buttons fell to the floor. Retrieving the duct tape from his pocket, he sealed my lips shut.
"Let's live out some of my fantasies Felicia."
I struggled to set free when Ashton slapped me causing my face to have a burning sensation. Hot tears fell from my eyes running through my red hot skin.
I eyed him as he unzipped his pants like the last time. Kneeing before me, he ran his cold hands on breast.

"Mm..hhhhhmmm" I muttered forcefully.

"Don't be a bitch Fel...you were quite forward the last time".

As if he was weighing my chest with his hands, he squeezed them with his large palm. I winced, shutting my eyes tightly.

"Oh god....please stop.....please stop...someone stop him...please", I prayed in agony. Disgust and fright flowed through me as Ashton sucked and played with my breasts.

Standing up, Ashton pulled down his trousers  unveiling his erection.
"Here we go".
I turned my face away anticipating his actions. Seizing my hair, he authoritatively pivoted my head. Still closing my eyes, Ashton removed the duct tape. Occludding my lips preventing him from the stupid act he was about to put up. Ashton crushed my cheeks with his finger nails sipping deep into my flesh.

"Lu..uh...g..o".

Ashton smiled, sliding his manhood into my mouth.
The ugly nasty taste filled my tongue as he moved to and fro.

"No..no..no.." I choked.
Ashton's moan charged the room. Rage grew in my veins watching  him fulfilling his pleasure in my weakness.

I promptly sank my teeth in to his boner. As if i was biting into some rare steak, I bit even harder without letting go. Ashton groaned in pain, pushing me away from him, he punched me on the nose.

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