They Call Us Delicity (Original) #Wattys2015

Chapter 20

Beside you- 5SOS

Close To Strangers-5SOS

Skinny Love- Birdy

I Need You- M83

Gasoline- Troye Sivan

Never Stop- SaftySuit

Impossible- James Arthur

Little Do You Know- Alex and Sierra

God Damn Your Beautiful- Chester See

Amnesia- 5SOS

Stay High- Tove Lo

Felicity-

Three months. I've been living in the O2L house for three months.

Sleeping in the same house that he did with me.

In the same room.

In the same bed.

In the same sheets.

It's hasn't been so bad. I got my fist gig at my favorite Broadway show, Wicked. I play Elphaba.

I got a job at a bar. My boss is a prick but I bring in business.

Life's alright.

Except the part of me that keeps me from living.

I haven't hair his name since I woke up in the emergency room.

I cried for him. Connor telling me he left and went back home.

Our home.

I cringe as I think about him. I miss him.

I think about the better days.

I sigh. I put on my boots and get up and look in the mirror.

All black. I hear his voice. "Depressing enough?" I shiver and look around.

My hair is curled and I have a black right shirt on with a leather jacket, skinny black jeans and my black boots.

Yes, it passes the test.

I jog downstairs and swing around the corner.

Connor sit on the table, holding Rachel and Clair sits on Sam's leg.

Kian and JC are hanging out by the TV and they are on YouNow.

"And here is the lovely, beautiful City Day!!!!" They say. I wave. And I stand and read the comments.

"What happened with Dan?"

"Have you seen his video?"

"Watch his video!!!!"

"You bitch!"

I walk away and slam the door shut when I walk out.

I get in Connors car and turn it on. I grab my phone and look at the time.

I also see a YouTube icon in my lock screen.

It says:

Danisnotonfire "Reasons Why Dan Can't Breathe"

I open it. I lean back in my seat.

I shouldn't watch this.

But I can't stop.

His face appears.

"Fuck Dan!" I say.

Hair a mess. In PJs. Holding a piece to paper.

Crumpled up.

"City, if your watching this, just know that the only reason I left was because I didn't have a choice. I've let you down. I've don't some stupid things. Maybe this is a shout into the void. But its worth a try," he starts playing the piano.