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I can't decide if it hurts more or less after that text. I don't know. She probably just said it to make me feel better - she knew I'd blame myself because I should blame myself.

Like - it physically hurts though. I can feel this really heavy thing crushing my chest. It hurts.

Becks is lucky. She never has to feel like that.

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