Excuse Me Mr. (rants and such)

funny story...

Wow, feels like forever since I updated literally anything on here :/
To be completely honest I am waaay too stressed to write since I am graduate in May and go to college this fall and I really just want to keel over and die now.

Like the whole idea makes me sick to my stomach. Everyone else is so excited to get to college and be independent and all that, while I just want to start all over and be a kid longer. I have so few practical skills, it's unreal. I'm so awkward, antisocial, and anxious that I find it very hard to believe that I will do well in any situation completely on my own. I can barely get myself up in the mornings. How am I supposed to do literally anything else???

Sorry. That was waaay more emo than I wanted to be.

So, any of y'all listen to Waterparks? My friend and I recently got into them (late ik, once again). They give me that deep sadness that I haven't felt since middle school because that was the kind of music I listened to then. They are so precious and their music is solid, and I just really appreciate finding another band to love.

Anyway, maybe don't expect another update for a while. Idk. I might get wild and inspired some time soon. Who even knows anymore. I'll leave y'all w some pics of some boys who I deeply appreciate the existence of

M'kay.

~Mariah