Broken || Yoonmin (Depressed Yoongi)

6

Jimins POV

Yoongi fell asleep in the in the car with his head resting on my shoulder. I cracked a smile on my face when I looked over at his face, he looked so peaceful.

Jin looked back at us and he smiled sadly. I have a feeling that something went on between them two that I nor anyone else knows about. I thought to myself.

We arrived back at the dorms, I offered to carry Yoongi into his bedroom. I lifted him out of the car and gasped to myself at how light he was. Yoongi mumbled something in his sleep but I couldn't hear it.

We said goodbye to  and thanked Sejin as it was time for him to go home.

Jin opened the door to the dorm and we were greeted by the other members. Jin told them to keep quiet as Yoongi was still asleep in my arms.

The door into his room was opened so it wouldn't be a struggle to put him in his bed.

I smiled to myself when I noticed that Yoongi pouts in his sleep. So cute.  I chuckled silently to myself. I slowly walked out of the bedroom and closed the door. I made a mental note in my head to have a chat with Jin about Yoongi later.

I entered the kitchen and seen Jin making a start on making dinner. He was making Yoongi's favorite, lamb skewers and ssam.

Jin took out seven plates and seven pairs of chop sticks from the press and the drawer.

"Jimin ah, can you help me set the table?" "Yeah, hyung" I took the pile of plates off the counter and carried them to the table, carful enough not to drop them.

Namjoon came in and looked at Jin with a pouty face. "Hyung, you could have let me help!" He whined an a child like voice.

"Joonie ah, you could hurt your hand, I don't want you to break a glass on your hand again, Mr. God of Destruction!" Jin half yelled at Namjoon. I just started giggling at them.

Namjoon just furrowed his eyebrows and put his hand in his heart, looking offended.

"Hyuuuuuunnnnngggg, why are you so mean to me!" Jin just bursted out laughing his windshield wiper laugh.

"Hyahyahyahya, sorry Joonie but it's true!" Namjoon gave up and started laughing, his spray bottle laugh that matches Jin's one.

"Yah, you two, stop with the bickering!" Jungkook walked into the kitchen and then chuckled as he seen the pair blushing madly, looking away.

"Anyway dinner is nearly ready, Jimin can you wake Yoongi up and give him some painkillers?" Jin ignored the maknae, filling up a glass of water and taking the paracetamol from the cupboard and passing it to me.

I thanked him and made my way out of the kitchen and into Yoongi's room. I made my way over beside his bed, he was still fast asleep.

I gently shook his shoulder and he groggily decided to wake up.

"Hyung, I got you some painkillers for your headache, sit up and take them. Also, dinner is almost ready, Jin hyung made your favorite" I said quietly but loud enough for him to hear.

"Mhm, thanks Jiminie" he sat up against the head board of his bed and took the painkillers and water out if my hand. He barely opened his eyes so I think he's in a lot of pain.

"Come on, you need food cause you can't have an empty stomach when you're taking painkillers" I said in a worried tone. He slowly got up from his bed, almost falling back down but trying to steady himself. I took the glass from his hand and walked back to the kitchen with him.

When we entered the kitchen, Yoongi's face lit up slightly at the sight of the food on the table. Everyone was seated around the table, leaving two empty places for Yoongi and I to sit.

"Hyung, you made my favorite!" Yoongi exclaimed, like a happy child. The other members watched as Yoongi made his way to sit at the table.

Yoongi's POV

I was kinda happy for the first time since my depression started to haunt me again. I stared wide eyed at the sight in front of me.

I was sitting across from Jin and Hobi was beside him, I felt really guilty after the way I treated him earlier. I made everyone worry, I stopped the practice for everyone and now the choreographer is gonna be tough on the others tomorrow. All because I am weak.

"Yoongi ah, are you gonna eat?" Jin asked concerned, taking me away from my thoughts.

I didn't know I was just playing with my food, my left hand scratching the side of my neck. Great, now everyone is worried, because of how weak you are. You are so pathetic, just eat then throw every bit of food up after dinner.

"Huh, oh yea, my head was just kinda dizzy for a minute, don't worry I'll be fine" I smiled then started to eat the food.

I was trying to ignore the voices but it keeps coming back. They are all staring at you, you deserve to feel like shit, stop being weak and just put on a fake smile.

I finished my plate off, gulping down a glass of water so it's easier to throw up. Jin started to wash dishes so I went to our shared room, making sure to lock the door.

I made my way over to the bathroom, also locking that door. I opened the cabinet and grabbed my toothbrush, repeating the same thing I did this morning.

I just sat on the bathroom tiles for a few minutes, then getting up, using the bath for support. I brushed my teeth then washed my face, so it doesn't look puffy.

I unlocked the bathroom door then sat in my bed. I took out my phone from my pocket and logged on to Twitter.

I was reading through some of the comments about me, then got disrupted my a knock on the door.

"Come in" I shouted, my voice hoarse a little.

"Yoongi ah, it's locked" I heard Jin say from the other side of the door. "Oh, sorry hyung" I shouted again, walking over to the door and unlocking it.

"Sorry, it's a habit" I said, making my way out of our room then making my way to Hobi's room. I knocked on the door and heard a faint 'come in'.

I opened the door to see Hobi sitting on his bed, on his phone. I cleared my throat.

"Listen, Hobi, I'm sorry for pushing you earlier, I was such a brat to you, I should've just listened to you guys. I just wanted to let you know that I was sorry about that" he looked at me for a moment.

"Hyung, it's fine. You worked yourself too hard that's all. There's no need to be sorry but I forgive you anyway" he said with his signature smile, giving me a reassuring look.

"Ok, I'm gonna go to bed now, see you in the morning" he said goodbye then I closed his door.

I walked back in to the bedroom and was greeted by Jin. He motioned me to come over to him.

"Yoongi, I'm gonna give you your razor back only to shave your face, if you promise to never hurt yourself again, ok?" He held his pinky finger out, I just smiled and wrapped my own with his.

"Ok hyung" I watched as he stood up on his tiptoes and reached for a box on his wardrobe. I guess he put it there because I'm too short and wouldn't have seconded guessed that it was up there in the first place.

"I know I can trust you with this, at least you can shave your own face from now on, but you have to keep the door open to the bathroom when you shave your face, ok?" I just nodded and thanked him.

I walked over to the bathroom and put my razor in the cabinet. I yawned then crawled into my bed then let the darkness take over my mind, letting me slowly drift off to sleep.
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Hey guys, I'm doing a lot better now, I got a baby guinea pig a few days ago. I have been a lot happier since I got her and she is so cute 😊 Also who was single for Valentine's Day? Definitely me anyway #single4life squad. I have no school this week for mid-term and hopefully I will be able to upload another chapter soon.

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