Broken || Yoonmin (Depressed Yoongi)

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Yoongis POV

After breakfast was done with, I made my way over to the bathroom and locked the door. I honestly didn't want to eat all of the food but I couldn't say no to Jimins face.

I can admit that I have a soft spot for him and I'd do anything to make him happy. He looks so cute when he's smiling and I don't want to be a reason why he doesn't smile.

I sat on the closed toilet seat to make my dizziness go away. I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. Nobody is gonna love you if you look like that, nobody wants you around either. It's time to make a change. You need to get rid of that fat.

I looked in the cabinet beside the mirror and pulled out my toothbrush. I dropped to my knees in front of the toilet and lifted up the seat. I shoved the bottom of the brush deep into my mouth. I started to gag but kept the brush still.

I then started to feel my stomach churn and a burning sensation in my throat. I felt all of my food going up and then I pulled the brush away as I threw up everything in my stomach.

I crawled over to the wall and sat with my back against it, then put my knees up to my chest. I sat there thinking about how this day will go, it might go terrible but I hope it goes well.

After my dizziness faded away, a flushed the toilet and washed my hands and my face. I looked in the mirror again, my face look puffy and my eyes are swollen.

I made my way out of the bathroom and back into the bedroom to be greeted by Jin hyung.

"Yoongi-ah, are you ok? Are you sick?" He asked with a worried expression. "No, I'm not sick I'm just really tired, didn't get much sleep last night" I was as his expression changed to a soft one.

"I'm sorry, that was because of me, I-" "No hyung, I couldn't sleep, I got a shower after midnight and heard you talk in your sleep, then you...had a nightmare. I'll just sleep on the way to the meeting, I'll be fine" I cut him off and gave him a reassuring smile so he wouldn't feel bad, I hate making people feel like shit.

We walked down the hall together, soon meeting the rest of our members and got into the van one by one.

I sat in the back with Jimin beside me and Jin beside him, Jungkook, Taehyung and Hoseok sat in front of us and Namjoon sat in the front with manager Sejin driving.

I always get the window seat because I often fall asleep staring out of it. After a few minutes of driving I got really tired and fell asleep.

Jimins POV

Yoongi Hyung has been acting weird lately, he is always so tired and we never see him after a meal. He has got really skinny and is keeping to himself just like our predebut days.

Anyway, we all need to rest when we are not practicing anything, we are not aloud to stay in the studio after midnight anymore because the staff don't want us to over do it or over work ourselves.

We are in a black van and attending a meeting that was scheduled on an already busy day for us.

Yoongi is asleep beside me, he looks so flawless and handsome without trying. Jin is reading a manga on his phone, he looks really into it and I don't want to disturb him.

The two maknaes and Hobi are goofing around, as always.They are always making jokes and succeeding at making people smile and laugh.

I took out my phone and logged into Twitter to look at some of the comments on our last post. I seen some really nice and positive comments about us then I scrolled down further into the comments and my heart broke.

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Sorry that this chapter was really short, I'm struggling with a few personal problems at the moment and I promise that the next chapter will be really long.

XOXO