Broken || Yoonmin (Depressed Yoongi)

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*Trigger warning*

Jungkook's POV

I was sick of being in the dorm so I went up to the rooftop to admire the night sky.

I loved the feeling of the cold breeze blowing against my hair. I felt like I was free again, free from all of the stress and my thoughts.

I looked down at the city, everything looked so small from here

I hid behind behind a bin when I realized someone entered the rooftop.

I noticed that it was Yoongi, and I immediately thought of that night when Yoongi talked me down from that ledge.

*Flash back*

"Jungkook, please, I'm begging you, don't do this. There is no coming back from this if you jump, you will be gone. Please, come down" Yoongi pleaded.

"I can't, Hyung, I'm done. I don't want to live anymore just go and let me jump" I was standing on the edge, facing Yoongi. Just one step backwards and all the pain will end. Tears started rolling down my cheeks.

"Please, don't do this. You will break our hearts, and your parents hearts. Please, we can talk about this, you don't have to do this. You're young, Jungkook, don't end it like this, you don't deserve this. We can go to see a private counselor and get you the help you need. You can take a break and spend time with your family" Yoongi's voice was softer now, I could tell that he was trying to be calm.

"Listen, you're gonna be alright, I promise. Please come down, take my hand" he extended his arm out.

I couldn't help but burst into tears. As I wiped my tears, he pulled me down off the ledge into his embrace.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry hyung" I whispered. He stroked my hair and hugged me.

"Shh, it's alright. You're safe. I won't tell the others about this if you promise that you will talk to someone about your problems, ok?" I nodded.

*End of flashback*

I just watched Yoongi in shock, he wouldn't do something like that, would he?

Jimin ran over to him, Yoongi's face looked empty. I didn't want to just walk out, but I felt stupid for hiding. I just watched as Yoongi jumped down.

Jimin grabbed Yoongi's wrist, I heard him hiss. I watched in terror as I seen the plasters all over his wrist. Yoongi ran away, then Jimin started to run after him.

I got up and ran as fast as I could until I saw Jimin at Yoongi's studio door.

"Jimin, I heard and saw everything. Do you think he would really do that?"

"I don't know, I'm scared. He doesn't want Jin to know, but he should"

"I agree, do you think that he has blades in his studio? He hadn't been in the dorm in a while" I said.

Yoongi's POV

Just kill yourself, you are worthless. Nobody would even care. Why would they. The group would be better off without you.

I sat down on my chair in my studio, a pen and a piece of paper in hand.

I hesitated, then started writing my suicide note. I give up, the voices are right.

After I finished writing, I felt satisfied with the note.

I put it in my pocket, along with my phone and a blade.

I took one last look around my studio and made my way to the dorms.