Broken || Yoonmin (Depressed Yoongi)

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4K reads???!?!?? Holy shit, I never imagined that my fanfic would be this popular, I only thought of it as a bit of fun but now it's really motivating me to update a lot more now.
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Yoongi's POV

"Sorry for being snappy Jimin,
I'm just tired. Jin hyung, I'm not that hungry so I'm just gonna go rest for a while" I let out a sigh as I put my plate over to the counter.

"Ok Yoongi, I'll get you when dinners ready" I sent him a smile. I walked slowly to the bedroom. I locked the door and plopped on the bed. I closed my eyes and drifted off into darkness.

Jin's POV

We ate our meal in silence after Yoongi left the room. He has been really off with us lately and I think the other members noticed it too.

I started to wash up and noticed that Namjoon was the only one left in the kitchen.

"Hyung, can I talk to you about something?" He grabbed the towel beside me and started to dry the dishes.

"Sure, what is it about?" I heard him sigh. "It's about Yoongi, he's been getting really skinny lately, but he usually eats his food. Jimin saw him reading hate comments about himself and I think that's why maybe he isn't eating properly. I know he struggled in the past and I don't want anything bad to happen to him" he let out a long sigh then looked back up at me.

"I have noticed that too, he hasn't been laughing a lot recently and he's been very quiet" I'm not sure if I can tell Namjoon about that incident that happened with Yoongi a few weeks back, Yoongi rarely talks about what happened and acts like nothing happened.

"I'm just really worried hyung, and so is Jimin. He barely slept at all last night" he stopped talking, then I continued.

"We could try talking to Yoongi, maybe give it a few days as I know it's really hard for him to open up about himself" Namjoon nodded his head and we finished the dishes in that time.

I took my phone off the counter and checked the time. It read 13:54. I walk into the living room were the rest of the members were, except Yoongi.

We were watching Hwarang, a drama that Taehyung was in, Jungkook and Hoseok we're laughing at Taehyung being cute and the rest of us just laughed.

Taehyung's face was red with embarrassment and tried to hide it with his hands.

"Stop it, you're being mean" he whined with pouty lips. "Ah hyung, you know we love you"

After watching a few episodes, I decided to make dinner. I made my way over to the kitchen. I took out the things I needed and started to cook.

Namjoon entered the kitchen and started to set the table.

Before I could open the door I heard muffled sobs and Yoongi's faint broken voice saying things like 'leave me alone' and 'go away'.

I tried to open the door and realized that it was locked. I knocked on the door.

"Yoongi, please open the door, you can talk to me you know" I waited for another minute and took out my spare key from my pocket. I keep a spare key with me incase something happens to Yoongi and I'll be there for him.

I twisted the key and turned the handle on the door. I looked over to Yoongi's bed. He was sitting against the headboard with his knees up to his chest and his head buried in them.

He slowly lifted his head up as he heard my footsteps getting closer to him. I looked at his face, there were tears rolling down his cheeks. His face was red and his lips were shaking.

"Yoongi, talk to me please, I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what's been bothering you, ok?" I whispered in a stern yet calm tone. Yoongi suddenly started to sob again, which worried me a bit.

"Hy-hyung, why do-does everyone ca-call me ugly a-and f-fat all of the time. I-if I wasn't in the gr-group, you guys wouldn't be get-getting so much h-hate, I'm the one t-that is dragging yo-you all down" my heart sunk at the sight of his tiny frame shaking with every sob. I started to rub his arm.

"Yoongi, don't listen to the people who say that, they are not real ARMY if they don't like all of us or if they are that cruel to say things like that. It's not true, you are amazing and BTS would not be good without you in it ok" Yoongi bit his lip, not looking satisfied with what I just said. He is still sobbing but he has calmed down a bit.

"Anyway, dinner is ready but if you don't fell like coming down to the kitchen I'll bring your plate in to you" I said as I started to walk over to the door. I heard a hum from him and went to the kitchen to get his plate.

When I entered the kitchen, the others were seated at the dinner table eating their food.

"Is Yoongi still asleep?" Jimin said, he looked kind of worried.

"No, he's awake but he is still tired and wants to be alone for a while so I'm getting his plate for him" I got his plate from the empty space on the table.

I exited the kitchen and made my way back to the bedroom. I opened the door and handed Yoongi his plate. "Thank you, hyung" his voice cracked a bit.

"It's fine, besides you haven't eaten all day so make sure you clear your plate, ok?" He nodded as reply. I closed the door and made my way back to the kitchen to eat my food.

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I have been an ARMY for 2 years now and I am so freaking grateful for what they do for us, they are my favorite group and I absolutely love their music. They find ways to make us smile and laugh everyday and I am proud to be an Irish ARMY.

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