Broken || Yoonmin (Depressed Yoongi)

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Yoongi's POV

After a while of talking nonsense and laughing with Jimin laying on the bed, he got up and held out his arm.

"Come on, we'll make some porridge now" I just took his hand and followed him to the kitchen.

I washed some fruit to have as toppings then chopped them up and sat at the table admiring Jimin. Then the realisation hit me, he confessed his feelings for me.

I didn't know how to bring it up, cause of the chaos that ensued after. I do have feelings for Jimin, why does he like me?

"Yoongi?" Jimins voice pulled me out of my thoughts, he was holding the bowl of porridge out for me.

"Sorry, I was just thinking" I took the bowl and placed it on the table.

"What we're you thinking about?"

"Nothing, nevermind it's stupid"

"Maybe it isn't stupid, you can tell me anything, only if you want to"

"I don't want to talk about it"

"That's ok hyung" he patted me on the back and smiled.

Namjoon came in as we were eating.

"Yoongi you have a therapy session tomorrow at 4, and before you say anything you should at least give it a try before you say no. We can see how tomorrow goes before anything else gets planned, ok?" Fuck I really don't want to go.

"Fine, I'll give it a try"

"I'm so proud of you hyung " Jimin gave me a tight hug and Namjoon joined. I groaned in protest and rolled my eyes.

"Ok ok enough hugs now" I chuckled as I held my hands up.

"Lets finish eating now" I chuckled and gently shrugged them both off of me.

Time skip

I got so bored in the dorms so I tried to sneak out to go to my studio but Jimin caught me.

"Hyung what are you doing?"

"I wanted to go to my studio to produce some music,"

"Ok you can go, but I'm gonna come with you hehehe" my heart skipped a beat at Jimins cute eye smile.

"Come on then" I chuckled as I put on my shoes and grabbed my jacket.

We arrived at my studio, I sat at my desk and started to produce music. (This is before the AgustD mixtape)

When I finished composing (So Far Away) I played I for Jimin who was sat at the couch. He was visibly impressed by what I had created.

"Hyung, this is great! Holy shit" Jimin said almost falling off the couch.

"Hahaha Jimin why are you always falling over, are you maybe falling for me?" Jimin chuckled then blushed like crazy.

"Ah whatever hyung hahaha" he tried to hide his head in his phone.

"Ah, I was thinking of someone to do vocals for this song but I need to write the lyrics"

"Who were you thinking of?"

"Suran, I think she would be perfect for this song. What do you think?"

"Perfect, just imagine you rapping and her singing, just perfect. I have her agency number here, should I give them a call" jimin said mischievously.

I ran over to the couch to steal his phone.

"Jimin ah you little shit, don't call the agency I need to talk to PD-min first" I said as I managed to get his phone from his grasp.

Through some struggle Jimin ended up straddling my lap as I help his phone to the side with my arm stretched out. We both blushed like crazy, I really wanted to kiss him right then and there. We both stopped struggling and just stared into each others eyes, taking glances at each other's lips.

"Yoongi hyung, can I kiss you?" My heart skipped a beat, I gently placed his phone on the couch and pulled him close to me until our lips met. His arms wrapped around my shoulders as mine wrapped around his waist.

The kiss was so sweet and perfect, so right in the moment, so ecstatic like fireworks.

We pulled away to catch our breaths, then giggled in unison as Jimin hid his face in the crook of my neck.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that" Jimin said slightly muffled. I chuckled feeling content and happy for the first time in a long time.

We talked about how long we've had feelings for each other, I started to develop feelings for Jimin some time around I NEED YOU era, Jimin developed feelings for me during RUN era.

Jimin was lying his head down on my lap as I was playing with his hair. I noticed that he fell asleep so I tried to not wake him up. I checked my phone as it had been on silent for me to focus on my work and it was already past 8pm. I debated whether or not to wake Jimin, I noticed I had a few text messages from Jin about what he is ordering for dinner.

I lightly nudged Jimins shoulder to wake him up. He groaned in protest.

"Ugh hyung why, I'm so comfy here" I chuckled at him.

"Come on sleepyhead we have to go back to the dorms. Jin is ordering food for us" he got up still sleepy, damn he is so cute.

I followed him back to the dorms. When arrived there was food set up. We both thanked Jin hyung and sat down with the rest of the members, Jungkook and Taehyung were goofing around like always.

Would they be this happy without me? Will I ever be ok again? Will I always be broken? Why do I feel so far away from the members and reality?

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Jimin slightly nudging my arm.

"You ok hyung?" Jimin whispered so it wouldn't catch any one else's attention.

"Hm? Yeah, I'm ok" I said as I started to eat a very small amount of food on my plate.

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I'm back again 🤣 finally
I genuinely didn't think it would take me almost 10 months to write this chapter, life has been so busy. It's currently 4am and I have college classes in the morning so I'll try to sleep 🥲

I miss Jin and Hobi and I hope that they will come back healthy, and I hope the same for the other members as they all enlist. We will have them all back in 2025 🥺 we will get through this armys 💜

A lot has happened with the tannies since the last time I was on here, their solo projects are amazing and I'm streaming all of their songs. I just realised it's been over 6 years now since I became an army, it's crazy that I've literally grew up with the tannies. I first found them when I was 14, I'm 20 now 😅 time goes by so fast these days

-XOXO🖤